happy? - aprils fool day. i wonder will there be people trying to fool me today. i used to be really caution about this cos i'd always been a victim almost every year. im quite gullible at times you see. i still rmb when i was young, theres this guy whom tried to confess to me on this day and ended up saying happy aprils fool. =.= hahaha so dumb right. maybe today is a gd way to confess, face can be saved if you got rejected. Anyway, this is all childhood memories. Its so embarassing yet funny.


It also means that i've approx 2 weeks of freedom left. So many birthdays coming up. I've to watch my spendings. I think im spending too much for my own good. pls stop me linn.


if only saving is as easy as spending.

Holla.

My rest days will soon be over.
I am shortlisted for CSO position in a mobile company.
Tmr is the day i'll make my decision. I guess i'll accept it.
There are mixed feelings. Good and bad, whatever that is, i think i should just give it a try. I need to get a Customer service experience for my dream job. All the best to me.
Hopefully my boss is nice and my colleagues are sociable and helpful.
Training should start mid April. Oh man... i feel like an adult now.










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I abhor looking at the mirror. I wonder when can the spots vanish from my face. I miss my past complextion terribly. Even THICK make-up can't cover them and i hate the feeling of it. Its so thick that i feel my skin can't breathe.

I don't have a choice and i seriously need to change my foundation. Stick to Clinique or switch to Ettusais? I can't really decide on which one. There goes my moolah. How great? Unemployed and still spending money which i know i shouldn't.

What to do? I don't wanna stuck in the house. I'm bored to tears! I just bought a concealer. My first time buying a concealer and i don't know which brand is good. Anyway, i know i don't have much selection to choose from cos i don't want to spend crazy sums on one. So i settled on a ZA concealer which i've seen much raves over it on some forums.

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Ive plenty thoughts after talking to my mom about my future, my studies. I am confuse, indecisive and still quite lost at the moment. Sigh, i am really afraid of making the wrong choice. I can't bear to see them slogging for a few more years just to send me into the EXPENSIVE uni(cos i know the local Unis wouldnt want me. *WAILS*)

still, i hope... NTU and NUS, send me letter for interview!






work?study?work?study?work?study?work?study?work?study?

Hellos i am back.

You know i'm stucked in the house for more than 10 days, so there isn't any interesting thing to mention about. Except that i received a letter from my dearest twin recently and it comes with a pkt of gummies.

It's so hearty right? I ALMOST cried when i see this... its so sweetttt... I LOVE the card and the gummies and OF COS my twin. Thank YOU again. I've finished the current one... r u aherms sending me another? Cough***

Results are out. Happy? Definitely not... but i am not VERY sad. Just a lil disappointed. Thought i could do better... aiya its always like that.... I thought i'll get at least an AD but NO... i got none... my best grade is an A+ and there is only ONE! Sigh... i'm leaving NP with regrets. Well... its over. I think i should look for a job now, like immediately. I am SICK of slacking at home now. Its time to earn some pocket money before mommy decides to stop giving me moolah. I will start sending resume, pls offer me a job... bopibopi.

//Lady luck, r u with me?

Wanna know how i am feeling now? The pict depicts my emotion exactly.

I'd disappeared long enough. Guess not a handful of you know that i'm infected with chickenpox. I suffered for days. My whole body was burning hot. I did nothing but slept for 20 hours a day. I'd to eat 11 pills daily. I got so weak that i nearly fainted in the washroom. I hate looking at the mirror and freaking hate myself now. I CRIED. I do not want to see anyone except for my mom.

My mom had to buy me food everyday and the stupid medic is so expensive. I felt so useless. All i do is to eat and sleep eat and sleep. I FUCKING HATE CHICKENPOX. URGHS!

did i mention that my trusty laptop got infected too? Yes yet another stupid animal virus. The TROJAN HORSE. It is in my machine for a period already, i hope its not killing my machine yet. I need serious antibiotics or maybe i should just treat it with surgery. I've no idea how to reformat. Pls help. Love.

'fugly ugly.