Wanna know how i am feeling now? The pict depicts my emotion exactly.

I'd disappeared long enough. Guess not a handful of you know that i'm infected with chickenpox. I suffered for days. My whole body was burning hot. I did nothing but slept for 20 hours a day. I'd to eat 11 pills daily. I got so weak that i nearly fainted in the washroom. I hate looking at the mirror and freaking hate myself now. I CRIED. I do not want to see anyone except for my mom.

My mom had to buy me food everyday and the stupid medic is so expensive. I felt so useless. All i do is to eat and sleep eat and sleep. I FUCKING HATE CHICKENPOX. URGHS!

did i mention that my trusty laptop got infected too? Yes yet another stupid animal virus. The TROJAN HORSE. It is in my machine for a period already, i hope its not killing my machine yet. I need serious antibiotics or maybe i should just treat it with surgery. I've no idea how to reformat. Pls help. Love.

'fugly ugly.