I abhor looking at the mirror. I wonder when can the spots vanish from my face. I miss my past complextion terribly. Even THICK make-up can't cover them and i hate the feeling of it. Its so thick that i feel my skin can't breathe.

I don't have a choice and i seriously need to change my foundation. Stick to Clinique or switch to Ettusais? I can't really decide on which one. There goes my moolah. How great? Unemployed and still spending money which i know i shouldn't.

What to do? I don't wanna stuck in the house. I'm bored to tears! I just bought a concealer. My first time buying a concealer and i don't know which brand is good. Anyway, i know i don't have much selection to choose from cos i don't want to spend crazy sums on one. So i settled on a ZA concealer which i've seen much raves over it on some forums.

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Ive plenty thoughts after talking to my mom about my future, my studies. I am confuse, indecisive and still quite lost at the moment. Sigh, i am really afraid of making the wrong choice. I can't bear to see them slogging for a few more years just to send me into the EXPENSIVE uni(cos i know the local Unis wouldnt want me. *WAILS*)

still, i hope... NTU and NUS, send me letter for interview!






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