I think i should let my heart out and not hide them in my heart anymore...


It started with the usual kind of chasing.
shower with lil gifts, daily chats, text messages, sweet talks, offer rides, ocassional meetups and other pretty interesting dates which i rejected - DHL balloon. (I wasn't prepared, i don't know what was i thinking but i regretted now, seriously.)

Chased too hard, siamed too much becos think too much.

Weeks and months had passed.

No more chats, no more text messages, no more meetups.

Probably given up?

Maybe he thought i didn't care? Maybe i wasn't showing any sign too.

Acting cool is my weakest point.

This is just a problem that i've yet to learn. How many of such mistakes must i make to wake myself up.
Maybe something is holding me back, was it pride or something.. else?
Or isit becos i still don't know what i want yet?


Why am i getting emo suddenly? I like him but not love... or is it becos i feel like falling in love now...


Who knows, i might not feel anything tomorrow.
We shall see...


Love is indeed complicated.