To the bloggers.. have you ever save your post as draft instead of publish them out? I did a few times and i did it again yesterday.

Usually those are the times that i felt really really low. The posts either full of shits, vulgarities and rants. I almost published it out.

But i am glad i didn't. Cos i wasn't feeling right, i didn't think right too. Luckily i didn't publish it out ytd else i'll be full of regrets now. My nick shows everything. Everyone know that i am not okay. That particular time i wished someone was there to hear me confide. True enough many asked about me and so coincidentally Mr JJ was online just in time. He was probably the first that asked me whats wrong? I am glad hes online.. cos without him all of u might be laughing at my previous post already. He tried many ways to cheer me up.. and i think he did it somehow. From a teary eyes to a smiling face. I am just a girl spending a lonely saturday afternoon all by herself. I felt so pathetic.

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I'm gonna try anything that just feels better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better
And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

Long to hold you in my arms
To all things I ought to leave behind, yeah
It's really getting old
I think I need a little help this time! Yeah

I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better









.A thunder in my heart.