Hellos all. I'm back. I just joined facebook recently, all thanks to twin. I didn't want to join at first despite the invites that were flooding my mailbox. I thought it was just another friendster and my friendster acc is already very 'OUTDATED'.

I was too bored and this social utility somewhat aided my boredom. I've a pet, Floraffee, a giraffee that can fly. Its cute and i like it's wings. I'd an issue at first for im unable to feed it for the first few days and it's status was 'Fainting'. Sw thought i was ill-treating it and fed it for me. Linn's nice for feeding it after my sincere request. x)

I thought thats it man, you mean i've to ask my friends to feed my pet every now & then? It just crossed my mind that maybe clearing the history helps and ta-dah! Floraffee is now very well fed. HAHAHA, i think im so smart. *Grin.

So presentation was over. We drew lots to determine the presentor between me, linn and yl to present with another team-mate. Guess Linn wasn't too lucky that day. But anyway, ty for presenting. x) Just as i thought, life is easier now. BOO HOO, she gave us an assignment yet again which is due next tuesday. LIKE HUH? So much writings = more readings needed. How i wished its some fashion article. =X That super thick textbook is not very alluring leh.

My current obsession is tudou. I watched Fact0ry girl, e gal wh0 leapt 0ver time and G00d Luck Chuck. I like Good Luck Chuck, Jessica Alba IS HOT!!!!!! Its a comedy + romance and imagine i laughed hysterically in the middle of the night. Go catch it if you need a laugh after a hectic day.

Now i've to go back to my accounting assignment. I've a difference of 1300 in the balance sheet and i couldn't figure whats wrong. =( I should start revising for accs, i thought too highly of myself in accounting.

Right, thanks for reading so far and till my next post, see ya.

Yesterday was a very special day for miss sweetheart - siow wee, and i'm glad she's happy and adore the gifts we gave her. Many thanks for the food and door gift. It was a good time to catch up with friends you hardly meet and i really enjoyed myself except that i've made my dad upset again becos i reached home at an unearthly hour. =(
[i'm lazy, for pictures pls refer to SW's blog =X]

Yesterday was also my first time skipping class in school. I FELT UBER GUILTY okay.
I know i'd sworn off that i WILL NOT skip any class since its my dad's hard-earned moolah.
Well, i know i shouldn't brood over it anymore since what has been done cannot be undone.

Theres a lists to do:
Complete the slides for Sociology presentation.
Finish Accounting assignment.
Start to read up the study guides.
CRAZY no. of qns of math homework to be completed.

Since, i've skipped the socio class, i need to read through this week's notes too. MORE READINGS. URGHS.

and i just checked the school's portal, my econs schedule on 8 Nov has been changed to 7 Nov at 7pm-10pm! I couldn't believe my eyes. It's my first time attending a lecture at this hour. Not very keen but i will not skip, this i promise you.

Okay, i better get back to my accounting homework.

=/

I think i should let my heart out and not hide them in my heart anymore...


It started with the usual kind of chasing.
shower with lil gifts, daily chats, text messages, sweet talks, offer rides, ocassional meetups and other pretty interesting dates which i rejected - DHL balloon. (I wasn't prepared, i don't know what was i thinking but i regretted now, seriously.)

Chased too hard, siamed too much becos think too much.

Weeks and months had passed.

No more chats, no more text messages, no more meetups.

Probably given up?

Maybe he thought i didn't care? Maybe i wasn't showing any sign too.

Acting cool is my weakest point.

This is just a problem that i've yet to learn. How many of such mistakes must i make to wake myself up.
Maybe something is holding me back, was it pride or something.. else?
Or isit becos i still don't know what i want yet?


Why am i getting emo suddenly? I like him but not love... or is it becos i feel like falling in love now...


Who knows, i might not feel anything tomorrow.
We shall see...


Love is indeed complicated.

I didn't abandon zingzipzap.blogspot. I just saved the posts as drafts.

I've e urge to blog of a sudden, becos i recalled that i took a pic of smth i ate when i went PS today.

Yah lah, its super costly as one would say. $3.50 can give me a very nice plate of veg rice.

But being a foodie, i just wanted to try.... and the first bite was ERMM... okay, smth new, i never tried brown rice in my life before, so this is wheat gem brown rice or smth becos the mixed grained was sold out. My verdict is... never eat the rice alone, after a few more bites, i gradually accepted it because the ingredients are pretty nice. I feel kinda healthy. Anyway, i think what YL said was right, its very important to have the right ingredients if not the whole thing will taste awful. If you can read chinese, the packaging says its easy to be digested and no bloatation. WHICH is perfect for me. However.... i killed myself again.

It was quite a good portion but i just dunno why, maybe i'm a gullible, maybe its a kind of sickness, when i reached home and happily watching "WHY WHY LOVE", my mind somehow or rather brought me to the kitchen and i finished one full pkt of KONG GUAN biscuits with assorted flavours [you know those biscuits in a tin? there are 4 big packets in it and yes i ate one full pkt at one shot. x)] + one orange + one cup of grapes and guess whatttttt i even eat my mom home-cooked dinner! Oh yah, i haven't include instant noodles for brunch. URGHSSSSSSS now i feel so fatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt... i need to burn them off seriously. I think i am too deprived of biscuits, have been restricting myself to eat proper meals... see what happens now. I didn't buy it, it was given for free for the 7th month thing. (I don't know how to explain it, if you know, you know.)

Whatever, now i can only hope i'll not binge on junk food again. Someone pls get me UZap.

So i went PS for my sis's bf's pressie. I got him 2 shirts from G2k. I think i am very nice. HAHA. Since he is pretty nice to me too thou we always bicker. See, he gave me a wireless mouse and a 40GB hard-disk, knowing that my trusty laptop is gg bonker soon becos of low-disk space.

oh and my infamous ex boss texted me today asking about me and twin and in e end, trying to ask me out for dinner. I dun mind if everyone else is going too, since i miss jennifer and the rest.

F4 note! Hang out soon? Lots to catch up! and i hope there will be a t11 class gathering soon too. I want to see all the botaks.

I'm having toothache again. Its now on the left side of my mouth. I can't figure whether its e 3rd wisdom tooth that is growing or i'm getting tooth decay because i finished one huge packet of yogurt gummies which i bought from carref*ur ytd after recommendation by YL. Initially i didn't like it, but i didn't know why i finished it all at once - Sugar high.

I've been eating out a lot these days and spent a lot everyday... already exceeded my given allowance. Pictures will tell...
...


Met up with Winnie on monday, had lunch and dessertssssssss.






These yogurts are divine! They taste like ice-cream. Its different from Meij*/ marig*ld etc...Mine is peach flavour and they have new flavours like lemon & lime and rasberry.



I know it looks gross... but it didn't taste as bad as the picture shown.
...


Also, i know its a lil late to post this now, but i just want to keep it as memories and also to thank you peeps for getting me all these. Appreciated, hugs!



I feel loved. x) Thanks! Thanks! Thanks!


Not up to expectation, maybe cos its not "fresh".


btw, hairspray is pretty hilarious.




..Ocean Size Love..

You only have yourself to blame if the chance slipped off...

and why do human have regrets...

My Motto as at now:

TO LOVE MATHS AND HATE FOOD



I'll start revising maths and stop snacking.

I will refrain myself from surfing food blogs and instead, i'll look at pics of victoria beckham. HAHA... i'll succeed this time. NO MORE TMR!!!!!!!!!




Anorexic math guru.

Hola! I went swimming this morning! But e no. of laps wasn't significant enough to talk about and it didnt help in burning all the fats i thought i could burnt for last night steamboat dinner. I've to admit my stamina is LOUSY! GRRR... I spent most of e time soaking in the chlorine pool.

and i couldn't suppress my desires for that big bfast. Lets just forget about the fats and calories, becos Its HEAVEN. Okay, i'll ban myself from eating it again for say... a few weeks? Today its just too sinful, very sinful i mean... becos i'm finishing my sis's cadbu*y hazelnut chocolate bar... and im not exactly a chocolate person but surprisingly, it makes me VERY happy and i just couldn't stop going to the fridge, my sis's gg to yell at me.

Oh yah, my all time favourite green bean sticks are finally here! Mom just bought it and displayed it nicely in the container. It has a new packaging and is extremely appealing to me. I'm trying to control becos i noe once i start, i can't stop. I can only eat it tmr... tmr tmr tmr tmr!






Junk Food intolerence. HELP!

Its gd to shop with mommy. U know what i mean. x)

and im so glad she cooked today. I saved one day's meals.


Sunday is a lazy day.

Welcome monday, hellos F4. x)

Comfort food. This is what we had for tea-break. What we wanted was to get a cup of latte and chit-chat but when i see the table next to me were having this, i just couldn't resist the temptation. I managed to psycho PW to share this with me, but i think i ate most of it thou its not really nice. =.=

As i ALWAYS SAY i will go on diet tmr, at least eat something healthy and not sinful. Yes tmr is coming. IT WiLL be TMR. I WILL TRY TO CONTROL cos im feel fat now... =/

and im seriously BROKE. i bought H*vaianas slim, its SUPER SUPER EX.. i feel so becos i was broke and is STILL BROKE. I was reluctant to buy after looking at the price, thinking of my bank statement i decided to consider first, but the guy kept serving me and pw told me that it will be really awkward if i leave without buying. SO i bought it with my heart still aching now. Why mommy is not giving me allowances. BOO.

Hellos dear friends, i'm glad you still check out my blog thou i haven't been blogging regularly.

School has started for a week already. Its good to be back to the books again, as what i've been anticipating on. However, i feel that i haven't got the momentum yet.. still on holiday mood, but no worries, i'm on my way.

Although its just the first week of school, i've a list of homework and readings to do. =[ I started on maths ytd, and only done reading the FIRST PAGE of the notes, and guess what, i ended on my comfy bed.

Okay, tomorrow gonna meet pw and i still have sociology waiting for me... then accounts then i'll visit maths again. Awwwww.. Mr homework here i come. I'll try to love you, i will try.

NS MEN ARE DESPOS! Wee Chian is STUPID.

Don't blame me for being angry. I kept my cool throughout the call thou.



URGHHSSSSSSSS, another wisdom tooth! I feel so sick and e pain is killing me! AHHHHH!
HEN TONG AHhhh!!! =(

4.15AM, rainy day.

Today, we'd a mini celebration over at Pasta Mania for dinner and it was on the birthday girl, MK. Followed by Neo-Prints session. Love it. Waiting for the copy to be sent to me. Then to Harry P*tter. I didn't have high expectation for too much bad reviews were given for it. Well, i thought it was fine... but i almost fell asleep in the beginning.. After movie, we went for supper near my place, which explains why i am here blogging at wee hour. My hair is still wet and i smell great. =X

Believe me, i haven't been eating like this for so long.... supper is like a routine now. I'm so tempted by my friends thou i am not exactly a supper person. 4 meals a day is a lot for me. But i am happy. "Diet tmr" seems hard to acheive, have been saying this for weeks...

Btw, Qual*ty Hotel is a good place for supper. I went there again a few days ago. Can you imagine my dinner was just 4 hours before that and you know what i am gg to say next.

I feel ecstatic, been making full use of each day. Its so good to wake up with nothing to worry or stress about. Eat, Sleep and Play, my forte. However i am counting down the days to stress again. School will not be easy i guess, but i will try to overcome it. Please remind me if you see me slacking. Wonder if i can handle it, still comtemplating whether to accept part-time job from my previous co. Should i try or should i concentrate on my studies?

Just 3 more days, and i'll be in Genting. My overseas holiday. HAHA... Okay lah, i noe it sounds a lil pathetic. But i am happy, cos its my first overseas trip with them. Something to look forward before school starts. I noe my posts are ever so boring without pics. I'm waiting for pics to be sent to me, will update again once pics received.

LaLaLa...

I;ve tendered. My last day will be on the 16th and they're so realistic, to think i'm omitted from the team building immediately and was asked to report to office for work instead. Oh well...

Still considering whether to go for the 3 days camp since im free now.

I just clicked on jetstar and airasia. *HINT*

btw, if you're interested in getting laptop skin, please kindly visit www.urstyle.sg .
My bestie is offering good deals. Please support!!!

Hellos. Its gonna be very random for this entry.

The overdue....

3 years in Ngee Ann can never be fulfilling and enriching without anyone of you.

Thanks for all the laughter and fun you guys had given me.

_______

Oh by the way, i chanced upon these when i was browsing the web.

and do you know.... he was my OBSESSION? x)

He was so cute but now so manly....

So suave right.. haha wa lao reminded me the gd ol days when i was so madly in love with A1.

__________

I really wish i can bake good cupcakes.

Yummm, mmm......

I wanna take up some bakery lesson. Twinnnnnn.... x)

I think its good to be a girl... cos you get to receive freebies! Muwahhahahaa...

Whenever i smell this perfume, i got very attracted by it - especially when my colleague wore it the other day, i can't help but really wanting to smell him. I hope im dont sound horny. GOSH... irresistible.

Now that i've it now, i feel so happy. Always love this fragrance but nv bought it b4 becos i'm shy to buy men's fragrance. I asked if its alright to wear men's perfume, and they said its fine... a lot of ppl are doing it. HEHE, guess i'll use it as it makes me happy.

This colleague is really nice to give me thou he said its a trial one and i'm really grateful, what surprises me is that it even comes with some clin*ue moisturizer, unexpectedly. I really love the one that helps to reduce puffs. It comes handy since i've very bad puffy eyes most of the time.

Btw, i felt so silly just now, becos i couldn't act normally. It's so DIFFICULT to NOT THINK abt it. I really TRIED to avoid him as much as i could.. i believe he could sense it too. AIYA, i know i shouldn't think too much. What if everything turns out to be me thinking too much. Its hard to act normally and still keep a distance. I'm really trying my best. I hope i'm not causing too much of a trouble here.

I am SO MEAN, and

I detest ppl gossiping about me.

I baked cookies again... it still didn't work well... still not very crispy, isit becos its an oatmeal chocolate chip cookies that is meant to be more elastic? HAHA maybe its my problem. In the end i'd to finish it myself again, maybe my mom is nice enough to eat one and left me polishing the whole box.

And so again, i feel awfully sinful and fat.

As if its not damaging enough, i thought since i am fat already, i might as well eat that big BA ZHANG.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!



//I shivered whenever i saw his sms...

There are so many things in my mind that makes me so STRESS now.

EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I really hope my instinct is wrong.

Although i tot its IMPOSSIBLE and totally absurd but i can't help but to start pondering on this.

SERIOUSLY, i feel rather frighten...

I really do not want to invite any gossips, but i THINK they're gossiping behind my back or maybe just that im too SENSITIVE.

I really do not know what to do. I wished my sister is here to listen to me.

June... help! =(

I've been going to different bday party weekly. Ytd was Chee Keng's bday, the week before we celebrated alvin's birthday. There were so much laughter and fun.


I managed to 'steal' e pics from sw and wt's blog so i shall let the pics do the talking... may want to refer to their blog for more detailed entries. =)







ALvin's bday celebration:




I was unable to make it to e dinner.



Joined them after work at Obar.







Chee Keng's Bday party:









They love it this way.



the bottomline is to get him drunk...



We left CHIJMES ard 1 plus. Then we take-away mac for supper and eat at CK's hse. After food, we had more games and alcohol. I guess we failed to make CK wasted. We were too tired to continue.


I reached home ard 6am and found my dad waiting for my return in e living room, he was waiting for me becos he wanted to pass me the cheque and of cos he lectured me for going home at this hour. I felt remorseful. I slept ard 6 plus and woke up at 9am for breakfast and prepared myself before i headed down to SIM and NP.
I miss T11 and canteen 3 food.
How i wish tomorrow is the 13th of June.

.
.
.

'LG Shine', I can't take my eyes off u.