I've shifted. Let me know if you're still interested in my mundane life. Goodbye.

2007-12-23T09:21:00.000-08:00

Okay i know this is way overdue, but i am still waiting for the pictures. Parkkkkkkkkkk r u looking at my blog. =P Oh i thought i should give credit to mel for his cute attachment. I don't know if you will be reading this, probably not, but if you are, hellos... thanks for organising this event! Had fun and sorry that we were extremely late. =X More to come?
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Today met up with f4 to exchange x'mas pressie, unfortunately joc couldn't make it. Dearest, take care of urself and speedy recovery. Your x'mas pressie is waiting for you. We'd lunch over at "some seafood b.u.f.f.e.t" (LOL) and chatted for a while before we exchanged the pressies. Thanks Linn for the handmade pouch, necklace and the essential oil and June for the cadbury cereal puff, i just finished one packet thou im not a chocolate lover, it's addictive and thanks for making me fat. haha.. Joc, thanks for the moisturizers, time to pamper myself!

At the later part of the day, linn and i met up with our only male friend in school. LOL. Sound pathetic? So we watched Alvin and the Chipmunks after hearing so much raves on this movie and yes they're sooooooooooooooo cuteeeeeeeeee!! Theodore, Alvin and Simore are sooo cuteeeeee... i love to imitate them... "MAJOR ROCKSTAR". HAHA.

After movie, we went to hunt for food, everywhere was packed with people and finally we saw an interesting restuarant, i couldn't recall the exact name but it was imperial something, some chinese herbal restuarant near Daiso. I thought the price shouldn't be too steep, but clearly i was wrong when the bill came and it was up to a freaking $180. SERIOUSLY. I should have known better when the waitresses paid meticulous care on us. Repeatedly poured the tea even though i only drank one sip. I lost count on the number of different staffs and times they visited our table.

So only towards the end then we were told that all their food are cooked with herbs and the main contribution to the bill was the cheese lobster lah. Besides this, we'd fish slices, winter melon and lady's tonic soup each for linn and me. See pic inserted.

Okay i am exhausted, imagine i'd only 4 hours of sleep last night, my face was swollen and eyebags are extremely heavy. Need beauty sleep.

Nightsssss and Merry Christmas to all!!! May joy and laughter filled your day!

2007-12-18T10:04:00.000-08:00

FINALLY TEST IS OVER. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! Although i noe e grade i gonna get might not be ideal buttttttttttttttttttttttttttt its over and its

Time to play hard becos after the break i must start revising for my prelims. URGHS.

Think no more and party my friends!!!

Its gonna be a busy week. Meetups + christmas shopping. Hoo...

//Btw, joc i am not horny just becos i said ur butt is round and sexy. HAHAHAHA its a compliment!

//Park, send me picsssssssss. x)

more to come!

2007-12-14T10:21:00.000-08:00

i was looking at the email that Joc sent me on baby month and its pretty accurate.

FEBRUARY BABY --------------------
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest
and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves
freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves
aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

2007-12-14T08:30:00.000-08:00

A quick update and its gonna be very random.

Just one more week to my short break.

There's yet another sociology test on coming Tuesday, it's a 4~5 pages essay.

I wonder how on earth i can do it man.

3 chapters on globalisation. I've Saturday and Monday to finish reading e study guide, textbook, globalisation by waters and notes. Hopefully i don't fall asleep... i guess i can only look forward to next week as a reward to motivate me to study hard.

So if you see me MIA, you know i am mugging for my last test of the year.

I've to sacrifice Alvin and the chipmunk, sorry dear friends, see you peeps next week.

Sunday is T11 gathering. I haven't buy the exchange gift yet... GRRRRRRR....

I haven't do Christmas shopping too. Theres so much things to buy.

AND i broke my right contact lens. I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO UPSET. There goes my $100. SIGH... i really don't wish to look at my bank balance every time i withdraw money.

2007-12-09T06:58:00.000-08:00

Sister is currently in KL now. She went there to visit the bf becos he was posted to KL temporary for work purpose. She will be there until next friday, so i will not be seeing her on her birthday. Actually, i haven't buy pressie for her yet. HAHAHAHA...

She just video-conferenced me and shown me the condo that the bf and other colleagues are living in. ITS SUPER HUGEEEEEEE and the views are magnificent.

Guess who i saw, twin? x) He still as cute as ever.... Stupid bernard gave tat stupid faces and i wondered if he saw his expressions. Super embarassing, besides, my hair is in great mess. Well done. Its been months, still rmb he was our eye-candy and he was the only reason we looked forward to work. HAHAHAHAHAHA... and how i acted cool when i saw him although i would love to smile at him. HEHE.. thats past. Yah.

How i envy sister, she told me she will be going shopping, mani and pedi. Hopefully she buys me something.

procrastinate no more.

2007-11-29T06:27:00.000-08:00

I wish i'm there for you right now.

I want to hug you tightly so that you can have my shoulder to cry on.

I can feel your hollowness and pain from your text messages and it worries me....

Its so sad when you know someone you cherish so much that is suffering yet you can't do anything about it... and you don't even know what to text back and it seems that my reply doesn't help at all. URGHS.

Now, i can only hope that nothing is going to happen to you.

2007-11-28T08:39:00.000-08:00

I just ate 8 pieces of chocolates and i don't feel any happier.

I hope tmr's test is not too difficult and i have to admit that i am not really prepared for it thou ive tried mugging for it.

WHY i still got the answers wrong?!?!?!?! RAAWWRRRR

Totally dig this:

2007-11-25T03:54:00.000-08:00

I'm having an irresistible impulse of doing some damage to my bank statement.

The aftermath of reading fashion magazines.

These images are sooooo dominant in our contemporary society.

2007-11-14T06:02:00.000-08:00

Hellos all. I'm back. I just joined facebook recently, all thanks to twin. I didn't want to join at first despite the invites that were flooding my mailbox. I thought it was just another friendster and my friendster acc is already very 'OUTDATED'.

I was too bored and this social utility somewhat aided my boredom. I've a pet, Floraffee, a giraffee that can fly. Its cute and i like it's wings. I'd an issue at first for im unable to feed it for the first few days and it's status was 'Fainting'. Sw thought i was ill-treating it and fed it for me. Linn's nice for feeding it after my sincere request. x)

I thought thats it man, you mean i've to ask my friends to feed my pet every now & then? It just crossed my mind that maybe clearing the history helps and ta-dah! Floraffee is now very well fed. HAHAHA, i think im so smart. *Grin.

So presentation was over. We drew lots to determine the presentor between me, linn and yl to present with another team-mate. Guess Linn wasn't too lucky that day. But anyway, ty for presenting. x) Just as i thought, life is easier now. BOO HOO, she gave us an assignment yet again which is due next tuesday. LIKE HUH? So much writings = more readings needed. How i wished its some fashion article. =X That super thick textbook is not very alluring leh.

My current obsession is tudou. I watched Fact0ry girl, e gal wh0 leapt 0ver time and G00d Luck Chuck. I like Good Luck Chuck, Jessica Alba IS HOT!!!!!! Its a comedy + romance and imagine i laughed hysterically in the middle of the night. Go catch it if you need a laugh after a hectic day.

Now i've to go back to my accounting assignment. I've a difference of 1300 in the balance sheet and i couldn't figure whats wrong. =( I should start revising for accs, i thought too highly of myself in accounting.

Right, thanks for reading so far and till my next post, see ya.

2007-10-31T06:56:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a very special day for miss sweetheart - siow wee, and i'm glad she's happy and adore the gifts we gave her. Many thanks for the food and door gift. It was a good time to catch up with friends you hardly meet and i really enjoyed myself except that i've made my dad upset again becos i reached home at an unearthly hour. =(
[i'm lazy, for pictures pls refer to SW's blog =X]

Yesterday was also my first time skipping class in school. I FELT UBER GUILTY okay.
I know i'd sworn off that i WILL NOT skip any class since its my dad's hard-earned moolah.
Well, i know i shouldn't brood over it anymore since what has been done cannot be undone.

Theres a lists to do:
Complete the slides for Sociology presentation.
Finish Accounting assignment.
Start to read up the study guides.
CRAZY no. of qns of math homework to be completed.

Since, i've skipped the socio class, i need to read through this week's notes too. MORE READINGS. URGHS.

and i just checked the school's portal, my econs schedule on 8 Nov has been changed to 7 Nov at 7pm-10pm! I couldn't believe my eyes. It's my first time attending a lecture at this hour. Not very keen but i will not skip, this i promise you.

Okay, i better get back to my accounting homework.

=/

2007-10-25T07:23:00.000-07:00

I think i should let my heart out and not hide them in my heart anymore...

It started with the usual kind of chasing.
shower with lil gifts, daily chats, text messages, sweet talks, offer rides, ocassional meetups and other pretty interesting dates which i rejected - DHL balloon. (I wasn't prepared, i don't know what was i thinking but i regretted now, seriously.)

Chased too hard, siamed too much becos think too much.

Weeks and months had passed.

No more chats, no more text messages, no more meetups.

Probably given up?

Maybe he thought i didn't care? Maybe i wasn't showing any sign too.

Acting cool is my weakest point.

This is just a problem that i've yet to learn. How many of such mistakes must i make to wake myself up.
Maybe something is holding me back, was it pride or something.. else?
Or isit becos i still don't know what i want yet?

Why am i getting emo suddenly? I like him but not love... or is it becos i feel like falling in love now...

Who knows, i might not feel anything tomorrow.
We shall see...

Love is indeed complicated.

2007-10-21T09:22:00.000-07:00

I didn't abandon zingzipzap.blogspot. I just saved the posts as drafts.

2007-09-11T09:15:00.000-07:00

I've e urge to blog of a sudden, becos i recalled that i took a pic of smth i ate when i went PS today.

Yah lah, its super costly as one would say. $3.50 can give me a very nice plate of veg rice.

But being a foodie, i just wanted to try.... and the first bite was ERMM... okay, smth new, i never tried brown rice in my life before, so this is wheat gem brown rice or smth becos the mixed grained was sold out. My verdict is... never eat the rice alone, after a few more bites, i gradually accepted it because the ingredients are pretty nice. I feel kinda healthy. Anyway, i think what YL said was right, its very important to have the right ingredients if not the whole thing will taste awful. If you can read chinese, the packaging says its easy to be digested and no bloatation. WHICH is perfect for me. However.... i killed myself again.

It was quite a good portion but i just dunno why, maybe i'm a gullible, maybe its a kind of sickness, when i reached home and happily watching "WHY WHY LOVE", my mind somehow or rather brought me to the kitchen and i finished one full pkt of KONG GUAN biscuits with assorted flavours [you know those biscuits in a tin? there are 4 big packets in it and yes i ate one full pkt at one shot. x)] + one orange + one cup of grapes and guess whatttttt i even eat my mom home-cooked dinner! Oh yah, i haven't include instant noodles for brunch. URGHSSSSSSS now i feel so fatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt... i need to burn them off seriously. I think i am too deprived of biscuits, have been restricting myself to eat proper meals... see what happens now. I didn't buy it, it was given for free for the 7th month thing. (I don't know how to explain it, if you know, you know.)

Whatever, now i can only hope i'll not binge on junk food again. Someone pls get me UZap.

So i went PS for my sis's bf's pressie. I got him 2 shirts from G2k. I think i am very nice. HAHA. Since he is pretty nice to me too thou we always bicker. See, he gave me a wireless mouse and a 40GB hard-disk, knowing that my trusty laptop is gg bonker soon becos of low-disk space.

oh and my infamous ex boss texted me today asking about me and twin and in e end, trying to ask me out for dinner. I dun mind if everyone else is going too, since i miss jennifer and the rest.

F4 note! Hang out soon? Lots to catch up! and i hope there will be a t11 class gathering soon too. I want to see all the botaks.

2007-09-06T09:10:00.000-07:00

I'm having toothache again. Its now on the left side of my mouth. I can't figure whether its e 3rd wisdom tooth that is growing or i'm getting tooth decay because i finished one huge packet of yogurt gummies which i bought from carref*ur ytd after recommendation by YL. Initially i didn't like it, but i didn't know why i finished it all at once - Sugar high.

I've been eating out a lot these days and spent a lot everyday... already exceeded my given allowance. Pictures will tell...
...

Met up with Winnie on monday, had lunch and dessertssssssss.

These yogurts are divine! They taste like ice-cream. Its different from Meij*/ marig*ld etc...Mine is peach flavour and they have new flavours like lemon & lime and rasberry.

I know it looks gross... but it didn't taste as bad as the picture shown.
...

Also, i know its a lil late to post this now, but i just want to keep it as memories and also to thank you peeps for getting me all these. Appreciated, hugs!

I feel loved. x) Thanks! Thanks! Thanks!

Not up to expectation, maybe cos its not "fresh".

btw, hairspray is pretty hilarious.

..Ocean Size Love..

2007-08-24T09:01:00.000-07:00

You only have yourself to blame if the chance slipped off...

and why do human have regrets...

2007-08-20T09:15:00.001-07:00

My Motto as at now:

TO LOVE MATHS AND HATE FOOD

I'll start revising maths and stop snacking.

I will refrain myself from surfing food blogs and instead, i'll look at pics of victoria beckham. HAHA... i'll succeed this time. NO MORE TMR!!!!!!!!!

Anorexic math guru.

2007-08-15T08:19:00.001-07:00

Hola! I went swimming this morning! But e no. of laps wasn't significant enough to talk about and it didnt help in burning all the fats i thought i could burnt for last night steamboat dinner. I've to admit my stamina is LOUSY! GRRR... I spent most of e time soaking in the chlorine pool.

and i couldn't suppress my desires for that big bfast. Lets just forget about the fats and calories, becos Its HEAVEN. Okay, i'll ban myself from eating it again for say... a few weeks? Today its just too sinful, very sinful i mean... becos i'm finishing my sis's cadbu*y hazelnut chocolate bar... and im not exactly a chocolate person but surprisingly, it makes me VERY happy and i just couldn't stop going to the fridge, my sis's gg to yell at me.

Oh yah, my all time favourite green bean sticks are finally here! Mom just bought it and displayed it nicely in the container. It has a new packaging and is extremely appealing to me. I'm trying to control becos i noe once i start, i can't stop. I can only eat it tmr... tmr tmr tmr tmr!

Junk Food intolerence. HELP!

2007-08-12T11:16:00.000-07:00

Its gd to shop with mommy. U know what i mean. x)

and im so glad she cooked today. I saved one day's meals.

Sunday is a lazy day.

Welcome monday, hellos F4. x)

2007-08-06T06:36:00.000-07:00

Comfort food. This is what we had for tea-break. What we wanted was to get a cup of latte and chit-chat but when i see the table next to me were having this, i just couldn't resist the temptation. I managed to psycho PW to share this with me, but i think i ate most of it thou its not really nice. =.=

As i ALWAYS SAY i will go on diet tmr, at least eat something healthy and not sinful. Yes tmr is coming. IT WiLL be TMR. I WILL TRY TO CONTROL cos im feel fat now... =/

and im seriously BROKE. i bought H*vaianas slim, its SUPER SUPER EX.. i feel so becos i was broke and is STILL BROKE. I was reluctant to buy after looking at the price, thinking of my bank statement i decided to consider first, but the guy kept serving me and pw told me that it will be really awkward if i leave without buying. SO i bought it with my heart still aching now. Why mommy is not giving me allowances. BOO.

2007-08-05T06:38:00.000-07:00

Hellos dear friends, i'm glad you still check out my blog thou i haven't been blogging regularly.

School has started for a week already. Its good to be back to the books again, as what i've been anticipating on. However, i feel that i haven't got the momentum yet.. still on holiday mood, but no worries, i'm on my way.

Although its just the first week of school, i've a list of homework and readings to do. =[ I started on maths ytd, and only done reading the FIRST PAGE of the notes, and guess what, i ended on my comfy bed.

Okay, tomorrow gonna meet pw and i still have sociology waiting for me... then accounts then i'll visit maths again. Awwwww.. Mr homework here i come. I'll try to love you, i will try.

2007-07-23T07:04:00.000-07:00

NS MEN ARE DESPOS! Wee Chian is STUPID.

Don't blame me for being angry. I kept my cool throughout the call thou.

URGHHSSSSSSSS, another wisdom tooth! I feel so sick and e pain is killing me! AHHHHH!
HEN TONG AHhhh!!! =(

2007-07-21T12:58:00.000-07:00

4.15AM, rainy day.

Today, we'd a mini celebration over at Pasta Mania for dinner and it was on the birthday girl, MK. Followed by Neo-Prints session. Love it. Waiting for the copy to be sent to me. Then to Harry P*tter. I didn't have high expectation for too much bad reviews were given for it. Well, i thought it was fine... but i almost fell asleep in the beginning.. After movie, we went for supper near my place, which explains why i am here blogging at wee hour. My hair is still wet and i smell great. =X

Believe me, i haven't been eating like this for so long.... supper is like a routine now. I'm so tempted by my friends thou i am not exactly a supper person. 4 meals a day is a lot for me. But i am happy. "Diet tmr" seems hard to acheive, have been saying this for weeks...

Btw, Qual*ty Hotel is a good place for supper. I went there again a few days ago. Can you imagine my dinner was just 4 hours before that and you know what i am gg to say next.

I feel ecstatic, been making full use of each day. Its so good to wake up with nothing to worry or stress about. Eat, Sleep and Play, my forte. However i am counting down the days to stress again. School will not be easy i guess, but i will try to overcome it. Please remind me if you see me slacking. Wonder if i can handle it, still comtemplating whether to accept part-time job from my previous co. Should i try or should i concentrate on my studies?

Just 3 more days, and i'll be in Genting. My overseas holiday. HAHA... Okay lah, i noe it sounds a lil pathetic. But i am happy, cos its my first overseas trip with them. Something to look forward before school starts. I noe my posts are ever so boring without pics. I'm waiting for pics to be sent to me, will update again once pics received.

LaLaLa...

2007-07-04T06:12:00.000-07:00

I;ve tendered. My last day will be on the 16th and they're so realistic, to think i'm omitted from the team building immediately and was asked to report to office for work instead. Oh well...

Still considering whether to go for the 3 days camp since im free now.

I just clicked on jetstar and airasia. *HINT*

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2007-07-01T05:00:00.000-07:00

Hellos. Its gonna be very random for this entry.

The overdue....

3 years in Ngee Ann can never be fulfilling and enriching without anyone of you.

Thanks for all the laughter and fun you guys had given me.

_______

Oh by the way, i chanced upon these when i was browsing the web.

and do you know.... he was my OBSESSION? x)

He was so cute but now so manly....

So suave right.. haha wa lao reminded me the gd ol days when i was so madly in love with A1.

__________

I really wish i can bake good cupcakes.

Yummm, mmm......

I wanna take up some bakery lesson. Twinnnnnn.... x)

2007-06-19T05:57:00.000-07:00

I think its good to be a girl... cos you get to receive freebies! Muwahhahahaa...

Whenever i smell this perfume, i got very attracted by it - especially when my colleague wore it the other day, i can't help but really wanting to smell him. I hope im dont sound horny. GOSH... irresistible.

Now that i've it now, i feel so happy. Always love this fragrance but nv bought it b4 becos i'm shy to buy men's fragrance. I asked if its alright to wear men's perfume, and they said its fine... a lot of ppl are doing it. HEHE, guess i'll use it as it makes me happy.

This colleague is really nice to give me thou he said its a trial one and i'm really grateful, what surprises me is that it even comes with some clin*ue moisturizer, unexpectedly. I really love the one that helps to reduce puffs. It comes handy since i've very bad puffy eyes most of the time.

Btw, i felt so silly just now, becos i couldn't act normally. It's so DIFFICULT to NOT THINK abt it. I really TRIED to avoid him as much as i could.. i believe he could sense it too. AIYA, i know i shouldn't think too much. What if everything turns out to be me thinking too much. Its hard to act normally and still keep a distance. I'm really trying my best. I hope i'm not causing too much of a trouble here.

I am SO MEAN, and

I detest ppl gossiping about me.

2007-06-17T21:19:00.001-07:00

I baked cookies again... it still didn't work well... still not very crispy, isit becos its an oatmeal chocolate chip cookies that is meant to be more elastic? HAHA maybe its my problem. In the end i'd to finish it myself again, maybe my mom is nice enough to eat one and left me polishing the whole box.

And so again, i feel awfully sinful and fat.

As if its not damaging enough, i thought since i am fat already, i might as well eat that big BA ZHANG.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

//I shivered whenever i saw his sms...

2007-06-17T01:20:00.000-07:00

There are so many things in my mind that makes me so STRESS now.

EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I really hope my instinct is wrong.

Although i tot its IMPOSSIBLE and totally absurd but i can't help but to start pondering on this.

SERIOUSLY, i feel rather frighten...

I really do not want to invite any gossips, but i THINK they're gossiping behind my back or maybe just that im too SENSITIVE.

I really do not know what to do. I wished my sister is here to listen to me.

June... help! =(

2007-06-01T08:00:00.000-07:00

I've been going to different bday party weekly. Ytd was Chee Keng's bday, the week before we celebrated alvin's birthday. There were so much laughter and fun.

I managed to 'steal' e pics from sw and wt's blog so i shall let the pics do the talking... may want to refer to their blog for more detailed entries. =)

ALvin's bday celebration:

I was unable to make it to e dinner.

Joined them after work at Obar.

Chee Keng's Bday party:

They love it this way.

the bottomline is to get him drunk...

We left CHIJMES ard 1 plus. Then we take-away mac for supper and eat at CK's hse. After food, we had more games and alcohol. I guess we failed to make CK wasted. We were too tired to continue.

I reached home ard 6am and found my dad waiting for my return in e living room, he was waiting for me becos he wanted to pass me the cheque and of cos he lectured me for going home at this hour. I felt remorseful. I slept ard 6 plus and woke up at 9am for breakfast and prepared myself before i headed down to SIM and NP.
I miss T11 and canteen 3 food.
How i wish tomorrow is the 13th of June.

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'LG Shine', I can't take my eyes off u.

2007-05-15T07:13:00.000-07:00

I haven't been blogging for seems ages. How are you guys? I miss you all dearly.

Its been almost a month since i started working. I've proceeded to Jurong for another week of training and i probably going to handle live call soon. I am not really excited about it, i must confess i am feeling a lil scared. Its sad to be separated with 2 of my colleagues as we're gg to different department.

I guess work has made a major change in my life. It has taken up most of my time. I've lost count on the no. of times i fell asleep on my bed while watching tv and migraine loves me, it keeps testing my tolerance and i'd enough of it..

I hadn't really socialize around, guess checking blogs is the only way to update myself on what you guys are doing. I'm glad most of you are doing well and i am also envy those whom are going overseas soon. Twin and i are very keen on going overseas. I'm yearning for a holiday. I'm really really really hoping to go. My supervisor just asked us on monday if we'd any plans on july and aug so that they can apply leaves for us. Part of me really hope to apply leaves for holiday but sadly theres no plan for me to apply.

Anyway, its dearest joc's bday soon.. are we staying over? Some girls night out or what?

I miss you mr park.. don't just leave me with a goodnight msg u blockhead! Miss chatting with you. I need some therapy from you... i think.

[Not a happy self.]

2007-04-19T06:21:00.000-07:00

HOHO... i got my work pass today. So funny. I think i look 80% like my sister. Its so alike.

Time passed swiftly. Its friday tomorrow and its a dress down day. Looking professional for the past few days make me feel really old.

I'd fun today because of the sunshine perks. It is a 15 mins session to perk us up after lunch.

Another reason is because, maybe its the 3rd day, all of us are more or less comfortable with each other. We tend to talk more and more openly. Lunchtime was good too... we'll eat together.

One bad thing is... theres really plenty of things to learn during this rigorous training. I meant ALOT... and it tends to get really confusing at some point. Its really challenging. What twin said was right... why did we choose such a difficult job. But i think if you really listen to the trainer and read through again, you'll be able to digest it. I think its even more difficult to our malaysian colleagues since they're unfamiliar with SG telco. What i can say is... its really really ENRICHING and its like studying... which is what i like. The training room really looks like our networking class, it feels as if im back to school, especially with twin around.

All i can say is... i'm thankful that twin is around with me. Training will nv be more fun and easier without you. Of cos, it will be the best if f2 are around too or the whole T11. HAHA okay. I'm mad.... and a lil stress perhaps.

See, just now i took a nap... and there was a call from my aunt at 8.30pm. When i woke up to pick up the call i was so panicked and can't wait to put down the phone. Cos.... i thought i was late for work. GOSH... cos its an analog clock... i mistaken it as 8.30am. HOW DUMB. Okay, theres test tmr. I need to run through the notes. Will update more... hopefully with pics of my colleagues too. Ciao.

2007-04-17T07:20:00.000-07:00

What a tiring day! We didn't have any hectic work today but its just so tiring for me. I feel so sleepy and bloated now. Perhaps im not used to work, had been slacking too much at home.

The food there is dirt cheap. $2 dollars for 3 dishes.
Its DARN COLD.
Trainer is pretty and friendly
Fellow trainees are approachable and nice as well...(except that twin didn't want to give me a piece of tissue!) WAHAHA..
Theres no cute guys... except that i was mesmerized by one charming MAN when i was going for my lunch break while waiting for the life to come. Did you notice him, twin?

One of my fellow trainees find me very familiar and mentioned that she'd seen me before. =.=
The trainer said that June and i look alike. (Yes twin...)
and... the staffs can tell whose my sister is when they saw me and i'm not sure if this is a good thing.

Tmr training will start at Paya Lebar. Maybe i can wake up 15 mins later.
Theres an assesement every week.
There gonna be a 15 mins presentation next week.

My brain is shutting down and im going to sleep. Hope tmr will be a good day too. Nights.

2007-04-16T06:36:00.000-07:00

There were so many birthday parties last week.

Saturday
Han Lei's birthday celebration at Pasir Ris costa sand. Her birthday reminds me of Guo Feng's birthday party. The party is havoc. So much sabotage. I think its quite cool. Pictures still not available.

I didn't go for Minky's birthday party cos it clashes with Han Lei's. So sorry tuesday, i bet its the best time of ur life now. A girlfriend, a job and a happy family. Hope to see you and T11 soon. YOU arrange okay.

Sunday
Linn's birthday celebration over at Sushi T*i . We'd a mini celebration. Just F4, Park vanished into thin air liao. Why never tell me you're in overseas! I think you wasted a few dollars on the text messages. After dinner, we'd a lil shopping in fep. Man, it brought back beautiful memories, in the past, the f4 would definitely visit fep for lunch and shopping every friday during semester 1 and i really miss those days. Okay, enough said... pics will do the talking.

F4
Lovely Linn

First day of work tmr, feeling a lil excited. I hope i'll not have butterflies in the stomach tmr. Gonna wake up at 6.30. Time to sleep! ZzZzzz...

2007-04-11T07:43:00.000-07:00

I'm so poor now can! Just got back from shopping with twin for office wear.

My pocket is burnt! My bank statement look so ugly now.

I think over the months since CNY, i spent a LUXURY BKK trip.

Just look at the amount of receipts, there are probably more.

I think today alone i spent around $180. Goshhhhhh... no more shopping till PAYDAY!

Oh btw, 2074 was my queue number for the medical checkup. Can buy 4D. HAHA.

I thought there is only X-Ray involve. Who knows, theres urine and blood test! SO stupid can, i stayed in the ladies for god-knows-how-long. By the time i came out, twin already took her blood test. I drank 500ml at one shot for that... and it only took effect after 2 hours? So stupid.. by the time i already reached town. I'd to visit the washroom twice swiftly when i was happily trying out the clothes.

2007-04-10T07:08:00.000-07:00

Last week was a busy and adventurous week.
Was celebrating TCP's big 21 at Obar and Aer*n on friday and saturday respectively.

The guys are alcohol high except for poor zy whom is unable to drink cos he drove that night.
The girls are pretty high too.. probably, esp me. Not that i drank ALOT... just that i'm a lousy drinker. So to speak, i was given a nickname by tcp, which is MISS HIGH. We'd videos... so unglam, but its really really funny. The way we spoke and our actions are hilarious.
Dear SW, pls do not post it on Youtube okay? hehe.
Sat, we'd dinner at this restuarant in Raffles City and I ordered this : courtesy by SW.
Look appertizing yah? Its actually quite a big portion, at least its just nice for me. I think its nice and the staffs are friendly and helpful but the price is a lil' steep. Anyway, thanks a million to the birthday boy for this lovely meal. x)I guess its about food and fun. Few hours later, we'd supper over at Lavender Food Court. Then, we were back to Marina South where the guys played bowling and us girls enjoyed ourselves with UNO. Its so fun can, although i kept losing. We were so unwilling to go when the guys finished their games. It was already past midnight then... but the night is still young. We went over to CK's house for UNO. Its addictive! This time we'd forfeit. Loser will have pen tattoo. Gavin and Tcp must have spent crazy amount of detergent to clean the them off. Wahaha...I reached home at 4am and 5am for both days and i'd to woke up at 1130 on Sunday to meet my dear friend for sunshine. I almost fell asleep... it wasn't really that bad just that i think i was really tired i THINK. Thats about it for last week. This week or rather today, i just went to sign the documents and letter at this mobile company. I will start training on coming tuesday with twin. Im so glad i've someone with me. Its our second time working together. My working days would be from Monday to Friday. Typical office working hours 830-6pm.Heard from my sis, friday's training will end at 5pm. T11, r we having chalet soon? I'm so desprate for office wear now and so sad to part with some of my savings for the clothes. BOO.

2007-04-05T10:55:00.000-07:00

I'm back from supper. It was good. I still eat even thou i'd a very late dinner.

I only have myself to blame for the tremendous weight gain.

donuts. twisties. calbee. strawberry rolls. butter biscuits. sweets. chocolates.

I was supposed to avoid them. But once i start... i can't stop!!!
I swear i'll eat healthy again.
From now on.

Burrrppp.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Yay, party tmr. I'm gg to hit the club. Can't wait.
Linn, better start preparing now!

2007-04-03T10:12:00.000-07:00

Oh Yummy! The reason why i am still blogging at this time :

WOAHHHHHHHhh. They smell so niceeeeeeee..... my first thought was... it smells like Mac D. Haha, it was like a surprise. I didn't know i'll receive this early. I thought u would only get this when u visit HK. Once again, thanks heaps. The effort you put in to deliver it at no costs.

TY TY TY!

I'm nuts over doughs!

2007-03-31T10:46:00.000-07:00

happy? - aprils fool day. i wonder will there be people trying to fool me today. i used to be really caution about this cos i'd always been a victim almost every year. im quite gullible at times you see. i still rmb when i was young, theres this guy whom tried to confess to me on this day and ended up saying happy aprils fool. =.= hahaha so dumb right. maybe today is a gd way to confess, face can be saved if you got rejected. Anyway, this is all childhood memories. Its so embarassing yet funny.

It also means that i've approx 2 weeks of freedom left. So many birthdays coming up. I've to watch my spendings. I think im spending too much for my own good. pls stop me linn.

if only saving is as easy as spending.

2007-03-25T05:38:00.000-07:00

Holla.

My rest days will soon be over.
I am shortlisted for CSO position in a mobile company.
Tmr is the day i'll make my decision. I guess i'll accept it.
There are mixed feelings. Good and bad, whatever that is, i think i should just give it a try. I need to get a Customer service experience for my dream job. All the best to me.
Hopefully my boss is nice and my colleagues are sociable and helpful.
Training should start mid April. Oh man... i feel like an adult now.

[Hibernation]

2007-03-20T08:11:00.000-07:00

I abhor looking at the mirror. I wonder when can the spots vanish from my face. I miss my past complextion terribly. Even THICK make-up can't cover them and i hate the feeling of it. Its so thick that i feel my skin can't breathe.

I don't have a choice and i seriously need to change my foundation. Stick to Clinique or switch to Ettusais? I can't really decide on which one. There goes my moolah. How great? Unemployed and still spending money which i know i shouldn't.

What to do? I don't wanna stuck in the house. I'm bored to tears! I just bought a concealer. My first time buying a concealer and i don't know which brand is good. Anyway, i know i don't have much selection to choose from cos i don't want to spend crazy sums on one. So i settled on a ZA concealer which i've seen much raves over it on some forums.

________________________________________________________________

Ive plenty thoughts after talking to my mom about my future, my studies. I am confuse, indecisive and still quite lost at the moment. Sigh, i am really afraid of making the wrong choice. I can't bear to see them slogging for a few more years just to send me into the EXPENSIVE uni(cos i know the local Unis wouldnt want me. *WAILS*)

still, i hope... NTU and NUS, send me letter for interview!

work?study?work?study?work?study?work?study?work?study?

2007-03-16T00:12:00.000-07:00

Hellos i am back.

You know i'm stucked in the house for more than 10 days, so there isn't any interesting thing to mention about. Except that i received a letter from my dearest twin recently and it comes with a pkt of gummies.

It's so hearty right? I ALMOST cried when i see this... its so sweetttt... I LOVE the card and the gummies and OF COS my twin. Thank YOU again. I've finished the current one... r u aherms sending me another? Cough***

Results are out. Happy? Definitely not... but i am not VERY sad. Just a lil disappointed. Thought i could do better... aiya its always like that.... I thought i'll get at least an AD but NO... i got none... my best grade is an A+ and there is only ONE! Sigh... i'm leaving NP with regrets. Well... its over. I think i should look for a job now, like immediately. I am SICK of slacking at home now. Its time to earn some pocket money before mommy decides to stop giving me moolah. I will start sending resume, pls offer me a job... bopibopi.

//Lady luck, r u with me?

2007-03-09T03:19:00.000-08:00

Wanna know how i am feeling now? The pict depicts my emotion exactly.

I'd disappeared long enough. Guess not a handful of you know that i'm infected with chickenpox. I suffered for days. My whole body was burning hot. I did nothing but slept for 20 hours a day. I'd to eat 11 pills daily. I got so weak that i nearly fainted in the washroom. I hate looking at the mirror and freaking hate myself now. I CRIED. I do not want to see anyone except for my mom.

My mom had to buy me food everyday and the stupid medic is so expensive. I felt so useless. All i do is to eat and sleep eat and sleep. I FUCKING HATE CHICKENPOX. URGHS!

did i mention that my trusty laptop got infected too? Yes yet another stupid animal virus. The TROJAN HORSE. It is in my machine for a period already, i hope its not killing my machine yet. I need serious antibiotics or maybe i should just treat it with surgery. I've no idea how to reformat. Pls help. Love.

'fugly ugly.

2007-02-24T04:42:00.000-08:00

I am back.. in case you don't know. I went to malaysia longer than i expected, all thanks to my mom. My sister returned to sg earlier than us cos she has to work.. but she is now in Penang with the bf. =.= So pics have to be delayed further until she is back cos the camera is with her. I'm so sorry.

Days in Malaysia are okay. Collected more ang baos this year, thou mostly are ringgits. I guessed i collected less than $150 from the relatives side. Basically, i spent a part of it treating my relatives and family breakfast and I lost the rest while gambling with them. I wasn't too sad, maybe cos its ringgit. Saw my used-to-be-very-close niece(btw shes a year younger than me), still rmb i'll find her at once whenever i'm in m'sia and she will do the same when shes in sg, and we even BATHED together(source from sister) before. To think we seems like perfect strangers when we saw each other that day. We only smile to each other for politeness. In e end, i tried to talk to her and yah.. we chatted a lil but i know its not the same anymore. Quite sad actually...
I am still as busy when i'm back in sg. My relatives came over to my house for dinner and another round of blackjack(=.= its our way of bonding). I was busy helping my mom on the dinner and i realised it really really hard to cook for so many people and SUPER DUPER troublesome. I washed plates and the cutlery till i am so sicked to see them again. Ohyah, i lost $ again! This time is SGD! Luckily my mom is kind enough to give me allowance after that.

The next day, we went to my mom's younger sister's house for the same kind of thing again(dinner+blackjack). I was bored to tears... i didn't play blackjack this time round. I went to visit pw instead. Since, she just lives nearby and i managed to collect one ang bao from her dad! HAHAHAHHAHA. I don't find her cos of the ang bao i swear!

Suddenly i feel so free after all these days... my mom is bugging me to work. Yes i will work... just give me a few more days. I've a few job offers but the pay is really low. =/ blah... I still want my bakery job. Buttttttttt.............. nvm. I'll see how it goes. Btw, its my birthday today! Yes i noe its everyone's else too but its really really my lunar birthday today. So its different okay. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF. CIAO! x)

2007-02-14T07:33:00.000-08:00

My first bday celebration is with Tiffany(also a bday girl, just 2 days younger than me) and Han Lei. They got me Isetan Vouchers and i used them to buy:
My favourite brand for skin-care product for now. They're really good.

Although today is a very special day. I've no valentine, no flowers, no chocolates, no presents this year. My mom laughed at me. =( My sister got a really nice bouquet of sunflowers from the bf. No, i am not turning green. Its fine, i don't feel anything. I thought i'll be yearning for flowers but surprisingly its on the contrary.

HOWEVER, my primary school besties celebrated advance bday for me. They gave me the first bday cake. Its a small surprise. Didn't expect them to give me a cake and its a mango cake. Seriously, i wasn't suspicious at all. I treated them to Kbox, cos they like it there. I sang until no voice liao. From 2-7pm. Its madness i tell you. They can really sing. They gave me vouchers too.. HAHAHA.. its actually from topshop and the face shop.

And i received my second surprise just now. My sis's bf bought me a 1kg swensen's ice cream cake. Its Oreo Cookie and cream. I am so unwillinging to eat it cos i've eaten A LOT today. But still got to... and its fabulous. I still have half of it in the fridge. Anyone want? HAHA..

I am already sick of cakes. Imagine i ate 2 SUPER XX-LARGE portion of cakes today. Be prepared for cakes on friday too. I bought a PRETTY cake.

I heard that with effect from tmr, 7% GST will be implemented. Maybe applicable to some shops only. I'm not sure... Anyway, 15th Feb is very memorable eh? Its my Bday, 7% gst and total defence day! HAHA.. alright.. i am very stress now. I HAVEN"T START on my WDD revision yet... which is in a day's time.

Its 00.01 now.

15th Feb: Mugging day. How nice.

P/S: Thanks for all the text msgs and calls. Muaks.

2007-02-12T19:02:00.000-08:00

Can i hint what i want for pressie? HOHOHO...

Let me start with what i DON"T WANT! :

1. PLS DON"T GIVE ME FOOD. CHOCOLATES, SWEETS, DONUTS watever. Thou how much i love them but i really don't wish to gain weight.

2. Soft Toys. I am 21 not 12.

3. Jewellery (cos you might not know what kind of jewellery i like.)

Things that will make me trigger happy:

1. MOOLAH!!! You all know this is what i really want but why don't wanna give me that. =( I really don't mind... its not insincere this way(u just need to draw a really nice card and insert the money in, it will be very sincere already. LOL!). Cos i can use the money to buy things that i REALLY want but its too expensive for you guys to get for me. Contribute mah. I am so broke to spend anymore money now.

2. Watch? I saw a few that i like: Diesel, DKNY, Armani, Guess. Leather kind plsssss..... (F3 got it?=X) I saw Citychain is having 30% sales at Heerens! Ending before 14th... HINT HINT*

3. Bag (IF you THINK you know what kind of bag i like, MAYBE you can buy. BUT its very RISKY to do THAT thou.) F3, if you all really want to buy THAT BAG at FEP for me, its fine. But tell me early, so i can skip buying a bag for CNY. It goes to everyone else.

4. Vouchers (Another practical way. If you are buying it alone... i suggest you get me vouchers. I nv get enough of shopping. Wisma, Topshop, Zara, CK Tang, Isetan, Heerens are fine)

2007-02-11T09:30:00.000-08:00

A belated celebration.

Would be glad if you guys will interact/mix with each other, be it you're my secondary or poly mates...

Also, apologies to those i didn't invite/missed out. A lot of factors. Right, i need to sleep.

Running nose.

2007-02-10T21:29:00.000-08:00

This is a lil overdue. Nevertheless... Pictures of the JB trips with my OSS peeps.

Lunch in Jusco Jap restuarant. The 3 girls + ZY had curry rice.

It tastes more like an indian curry rather than the jap's.

Dessert after lunch. Baskin Robbins.

Dunkin Donuts which i'd been anticipating.

Notice: Its 20 pcs for RM9.20. I don't know why i got 26 pcs in the box. I REALLY DON"T KNOW WHY. =X

This is the market i've been telling you ppl about. Where we had our cheap seafood.

While waiting for the food to serve on us. We were busy taking pics and that guy is trying to be arty farty. I think the people there were amused by our actions. Hahaha...

The Spread. Everything below RM200. You can't get this deal in Sg.

Sugar and Spice

2007-02-06T09:27:00.000-08:00

Yohoo.. its a new blogskin.
I like the colors combi heaps.
Thank You Linn for the help on embedding the mp3.

Its 1:30 AM now. I'll be off to JB for shopping tmr.
Only have 14 ringgits now.
Hope it will be a fruitful trip.

SALES PLSSSSS.

2007-02-05T08:30:00.000-08:00

For ages, the f4s hadn't meet-up for buffet. We finally had the chance to eat sakae buffet together after 2 years. I think we were very comical lah. We stuffed all the rice in-between the plates... very bad i know, but i guess thats what everyone is doing. I think we(they) are very lousy lah. We should have went for ala-carte.

Okay, i bought a cardigan and a pair of heels today. Sometimes i wish i am more decisive. I hope i'll wear that heels... i dunno why recently i've this habit of regretting buying the stuffs i bought. I bought e heels cos its comfy, quite special, limited pairs and a very nice salesperson. Becos of my indecisive nature, i couldn't rush home to watch the 9pm show. So SAD LAH... still comtemplating whether to try mobtv or not. BOO.

Im still lacking of a bag... i saw this bag in far east which i think is quite nice. But becos of it's abrupt price, i decided to give it a miss. Btw, its actually a faux miu miu bag. Sigh... if only i can afford the authentic one. =/ I want miu miu bag. A good bag and a pair of good shoes is what a girl need! Should i buy the faux one? Grrrrrrrr.........

Btw, i enjoyed my day with you girls. Love u all. Meet again soon okay.

2007-02-02T21:08:00.000-08:00

Hellos I am back from my friend's 21st bday! It is an enjoyable one except for some stupid bengs who called us "Xiao mei mei" when they approached us for numbers in White Sand NTUC. I was so irritated by them that i simply ignored their existence. Why?! Why the wrong kind of guy! If only its some cute guys with gd manners. HAHAHA. =X

Basically, it was at Aloha Loyang. Surprisingly, it was just beside the one we had for our class chalet. haha.. brought back memories.

My friend invited mostly her relatives. There were also a bunch of her JC, Sec and Pri mates and i belong to the latter. It was pretty fun, we actually interacted with each other pretty well. The guys are pretty gentleman like. I had lots of food again. I think i spent my whole evening eating. There were so much food. Just can't resist gd food. omg... hate this. I even took supper and breakfast + early lunch. I merely slept for 2 hours and im so deprive now. I know i should be resting instead of blogging but i am FREAKING FULL to sleep. I regretted eating so much. Sigh.. can't imagine theres another round on monday. Sushi buffet which i've been yearning for. I think i need some super diet after that. Blah. Love myself when i was pretty thin but linn n park said i look HORRIBLE. I think i look absolutely NICE okay! BUT, i doubt i can go back to that figure any time soon. Maybe its impossible. I wonder how i did it. Maybe i need more stress.

Okay, its like less than 2 weeks to my bday. SERIOUSLY I"VE NO IDEA how to celebrate this supposably important event of my life. I'd decided on chalet, but looks like there are some other suggestions like mini gathering among ourselves, MOS, some even said its too belated because the chalet will be on early March. However, i still think chalet is the best choice. Cos thats the only way i can invite all my friends and celebrate together but do u think its too belated if its on early March? Ah.. i need some ideas. Friends, plssss help meeeee.... post ur suggestions on my tagboard okay? Hugs.

2007-01-30T06:26:00.000-08:00

I ought to be shot dead.

I need to remind myself CONSTANTLY that i SHOULD not raise my voice ever to my mom again.

I MUST be filial to my parents. I don't want to regret in future.

I've heard too much tragedies.. and im so afraid of it coming to me.

Yah... cherish your love ones... that including me. x)

Forgive and Forget...

Be kind and nice to everyone, even to your enemy.

Your life will be better.

I'll try my best to achieve that. Right.

2007-01-22T07:11:00.000-08:00

Phew~ finally have time to blog. Been doing assignments everyday. Now, 2 down and i've 2 more to go, it also means that i left 2 weeks of school days. I haven't tried all the food in school yet. Must try everything before its too late. Anyway, when theres stress, theres pimples... so ugly. I need to take care of my skin liao... birthday *aherm and cny is coming. Must be pretty. Haha.

Like always, my dad nv failed to surprise me. Guess what he bought this time? I saw him carrying a box into the kitchen and it contains 2 dozen of ice mount*in. He said "Cos i always see u buy ice mountain, so i bought a box for you". See? I love my dad. Its the slightest thing he took note of. The thoughts and concerns. I was so touched and so much that i wanted to tell him i love him but we don't really say such lines in my family. Usually we just show our love through actions. =)

I can't wait to enjoy life. Shopping, movie and travel.

2007-01-13T07:28:00.000-08:00

Have u ever tried Donut Factory? I see long queues everytime i passed by it, so yl and i decided to queue for it. Guess how long i had to wait for a box of 6 donuts? Its a blardy 2 hours! I thought i was insane, and i never thought i would wait this long. I've very strong willpower. There were so many queuing for it and everyone buy in boxes of 12. EVERYONE SINGLE ONE. Those who bought only one can just shoot urself. Thats why although i'm already very poor, i still bought at least half a dozen. I was so "BU GAN YUAN" to wait for so long that, i ate one of it immediately after we managed to find a place to sit down and despite that im already very FULL. Note: I just had a very heavy meal(pizza+pasta) at the pizza place nearby.

From left to right, top to bottom: Apple Cinnamon, Double Chocolate, Blueberry Glazed, Apple Cinnamon again and Strawberry heart.

Its not bad lah... but i think i won't wait for it for another 2 hours again. You can try to queue if u have time and e very impt element : PATIENCE.

I went to the NTU open house with some of my classmates. Looks like getting in is very slim. Nevertheless, i will try. Then went to do TNS assignment with TGL and KM. We tried various stuff from XIN W*NG HK cafe. My first visit. I heard rumours about the food there is quite salty, which i can't help but to agree. =X However, i think the guys enjoyed their food. Then we share this mango dessert because we saw ppl eating it. Its so huge that you will go "WOW" when u see it. But i think its the portion that worth e penny. What i mean? Intepret it yourself. HAHA!

Victory mango ice

I went to Bugis T*pshop just now to try my luck. Because i was told that theres no more pinafore dress in Suntec Topshop and probably not anymore in other outlets as well.. I was so sad ytd.... BUT while i was queuing for the changing room to try this:

I saw the pinafore dress! Although i like this too... i still bought the pinafore dress eventually. Aiya, now i feel like buying this too... but e price is quite steep. I must say the material is very comfy.... Anyway, probably its sold out by now since i only saw 3 on the rack and only one is my size. Shall let fate decides.

...

Don't know since when...... i no longer believe in fairytales where love appears to be everlasting.

2007-01-05T22:42:00.000-08:00

I experienced whats ups and downs in a day.
Never expect it to happen. Maybe i just don't have any common sense?
I was in dismal... it was so atrocious.
But no worries, i wasn't about to cry... just felt really really awful.
However, it ended with a smile, but people or isit only me remember the negative side no matter whats good come after.
I shall not brood over it and be optimistic.

In case you are wondering... i'm talking about my CT results lah.
Nvm, i'm sure Mr Chen likes me so he will probably moderate the results. HAHA....

Now, i must work hard! Its just 4 more weeks. I don't wanna have any regrets.

I want

GOOD GRADES GOOD GRADES GOOD GRADES!!!
parky, ty for the movie and popcorns. I'm sorry for being so fickle and insensitive. hugs.

2007-01-05T22:33:00.000-08:00

Just have a little patience
I'm still hurting from a love I lost
I'm feeling your frustration
Any minute all the pain will stop.

Just hold me close inside your arms tonight
Don't be too hard on my emotions.

'Cause I
Need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience.

I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend.

I'll try to be strong
Believe me I'm trying to move on
It's complicated but understand me.

'Cause the scars run so deep
It's been hard but I have to believe
Just have a little patience

Have a little patience
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try and have a little patience

2006-12-31T13:49:00.000-08:00

Time checked : 5:50am. I just reached home after New Year Eve celebration with my Secondary School friends.

We had our dinner in Essential Br*w at Holland V. I ordered Cajun Dory main course and Vera Dream for the drink. The drink wasn't gd and i'd it swapped with ZY's Dream Peach(if i didn't rmb e name wrongly). Cajun Dory was pretty nice and its a pretty large portion. The rice is nice too... its Jasmine rice ball with a taste of honey.

I played "Who, What, Huh" with some of them...

The punishment was to eat this, which was created by yours truly. =)

Then we headed to Mount Faber for the countdown. Unfortunately we didn't make it in time. So we'd to countdown in the car. Well... basically, we spent most of the time in the car, wanted to watch movie but Charlotte's web was to no avail. Then we went loyang to "bai bai". Surprise? Yah... its my first time doing it with friends.. and its the first time i visit the temple in loyang. Not sure wats the name of it thou. We saw a few bapoks driving the Niss*n March in Changi Village, think they upgrade liao. Mobile now.

We end our "night" in Bukit Merah Mac for supper. The reason why i am still here is very obvious eh? I'm too full to sleep. Feel like vomit now. Burrppppppppp!

2006-12-30T22:06:00.000-08:00

I want to buy this ....

My sis said i look like a kid. =/

But i think its very cute!

I think i will not look as kiddy if i match it with leggings.

Well.. thats my assumption.

Tell me its lovely. :)

2006-12-29T22:59:00.000-08:00

Days passed so quickly when its holiday, when u're having fun. Just as i thought ytd was x'mas, tomorrow will be New Year Eve.

Been going out a lot. Eat a lot. Spent a lot too. Theres only one 2 dollar note in my wallet. How pathetic.

Ive watched the Holiday on tuesday. I think it is so-so?

Meet Bee and Jes on wed for a nice chat + haagen dasz which i owe dearest bee for god knows how long. I regretted not ordering fondue. Think we drank a lot. After haagen dasz, we went to do some grocery shopping(very auntie i noe). I bought Ginger Green Tea which i hope will drive away the "wind" and i think it is not really working on me. Then we went BK for another round of drinking and thats when the pics come...

I managed to catch the last bus home. Phew~ but i was badly drenched. The stupid rain came without notice. Its not drizzling but pouring! I ran at my full possible speed. Luckily it was already midnight when most people are already having sweet dreams. I looked as if i just finished bathing. I'm glad i wore extra protection. HAHAHHAHA....

We were shopping for Twin's bday pressie on Thursday. After hours of non-stop shopping, we still couldn't find smth that Twin will possibly like so we surrendered and give her smth VERY PRACTICAL. I thought the games at Pitstop was really fun. I want to go and play again leh.

...and i received 2 cards on thursday from Sw and Park. They are so lovely. So nicely done. You should see their creation :

WOW right! Haha... i received quite a num of cards. They are all very nice. I'll keep them in a safe spot. U bet u will still see them in 10 years time. Yah... i even have the cards that i received in primary school.

I gonna go out now.... this time is WINDOW SHOPPING. Will be back for more updates. Oh yah... Advance Happy New year to all! Hugs. Ciao.

2006-12-25T03:26:00.000-08:00

It's the day of the year again. Meet up my secondary peeps for celebration. We went No Signboard for dinner at esplanade and movie at Cine. The food was not too bad lah.. could be better thou. Movie pretty disappointing. I fell asleep at the beginning. Its all boobs lah... So u noe what movie im talking about.

Before movie, we exchanged our budget gifts. I got chocolates from Willie and Ck got my pressie. Think he didn' t like it. I felt so sorry. Then we hung around at Marina, some peeps went to play pool while the rest spent time in BK for a drink and Travis was telling us our character by looking at our handwriting. Its funny.. i think he said smth like i'm not ambitious but i'm very determined. Im waiting for the summary thou.

We are all so dead after the movie. So we went home after that. Its already 5 plus when i reached home. To think Minky still roaming in town! This guy really no need to sleep one.

Alrighty, i just unwrapped all the pressies. Theres a list of Thank-Yous... thou maybe not all will see this.

From left to right, top :

THANKS Wanting for the very cute Hello Kitty accessories box.

THANKS Linn for the Hearty necklace and Poiful Jelly beans.

THANKS Junie again for the jelly beans and earrings.

THANKS Ellis for the Snickers chocolates.

THANKS Allan for the Swarovski necklace (U bluff me! I know it costs a bomb!)

THANKS Ziyu for the box of chocolates + candies.

THANKS Willie for the box of chocolates.

THANKS Joc again for the cute piggy bank. (i'll start saving for you.)

From left to right, bottom:

THANKS Jie for the Dior eyebrow pencil. (I think it costs 4 times as much than a normal eyebrow pencil. Nevertheless, she should still part 0.1% of her bonus to me!)

THANKS HIM for the watch and Jelly beans... (I know i should be happy but i feel so lost getting this. The pressie was delivered by means, it went thru a third party despite my various ways to avoid it... I gave repeated reminders for not wanting any pressie already. I really don't know what can i do with it for i know theres no way he will take it back.) I seriously feel 100% guilty now. URGHHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Thanks Minkie and Mel again for the very sweet Lollipop (so cute... i must keep it in fridge for how long?)

Thanks Mk and Sw for the Isetan Vouchers (Thanks a lot sweeties! Thats what i needed most. Hugs.)

I feel so bad.... cos i didn't really prepare pressie for guys. (I'm sexist. =X) But they are still willing to give me pressies. Thank you, thank you and thank you.

I think i'm very frank and open to my feelings in this post. I struggled whether to post this or not. Well... i don't know what to say... understand how i feel?

Heavy Heart.

2006-12-22T20:17:00.000-08:00

Ellis is back! The "then F4" met up at Sakae Sushi for lunch and chatted for HOURS. We had so much things to talk about. Ellis kept asking me to join her, after my graduation in NP and i kept asking her to work in Melbourne or Sydney. But she said Perth is a good place to study. Aiya, i don't know. I only want to go for holiday. =X

Guess what, while i stuff those sushi in my mouth, the taste of the dim sum still linger in my mind. Geess..... i ate too much... i was once again bloated. Two days of heavy food is not GOOD! My shorts is TIGHT. Guess what, i heard we're gg to NO SIGNBOARD on Sunday for X'mas celebration. Hor Seh... not only my stomach will burst but my wallet too! Need to ask daddy for moolah =X

Think i sidetrack too much, ya... we went shopping after lunch, Ellis wanted to go Bugis Village, and guess what, i saw linny there. HAHA... so coincidental. (Nv eat proper meal, eat junk food!) After her shopping, we went Neoprint-ing. Its so fun.... didn't take one for ages. The last one was probably with F4. I'm lazy to scan, printer is not with me. I'll post it up if i manage to capture it using my sis's cam.

Talking about my sis, she got me a X'mas pressie. Woohoo... I saw a Tangs carrier on my table but i ignore it and put it else where cos i thought my jie misplaced her stuff on my table(happened frequently!) but who knows, she called me and told me its for me. I was thrilled to see whats inside... ta da....

I LOVE YOU, Jie.. Muaks!

oh yah, those who know Elllis, shes going back to Aussie on X'mas Day. So you may want to catch up with her or something by then. Yep so fast,... i will miss her.

2006-12-20T04:14:00.000-08:00

lala... After 6 hours of "napping" im here to blog on my 3 days 2 night class chalet.

I quoted this from Joc's blog and i edited part of it:

Back from chalet
I'm back from my chalet! haha... fun Fun FUN!!!

DAY1:
Met linny and parky for breakfast
Gathered at Pasir Ris and headed to Costa Sand UDMC chalet.
Check in
Relax
Gift xchange
Raining
Rent bicycle
Cycle in the rain
Drenched
Shopping for BBQ stuff
Dinner @ kopitiam
Back chalet
Drink
Play some bonding games
Mingkiat Drunk
Went out for nite cycle in the rain
Kopitiam for supper
Back chalet
Me shufen june ailin ivan stay in chalet while other went nite cycle to changi villiage
Nites

DAY2:
zzz
Dave & xx come
Swimming
Set up BBQ
Eat
Jumped onto the bed and heart-to-heart chatting
Pillow fights
Drink
Shufen drunk
Zhi Wei drove Me, minky and mel to buy more alcohol.
Back to chalet and drink again (but i wasn't allowed to.)
They continued drinking and i was totally concussed so i slept on the matress.
Nites

DAY3:
Check out
BK breakfast
Home Sweet Home

Well, it was a really enjoyable chalet. I reckon it would be better if it doesn't rain. We were all drenched, dry and drenched again for the first night. I'm glad no one is sick. Food was good, chalet was grade A too(hairdryer was provided!). Swimming pool is right infront of our chalet, but aunt visited me at the wrong time. I guess we will all rmb this memorable chalet.

Thanks Linny, Joc, June, Melvin and Minky for the X'mas pressie. Hugs!

Thanks Park and Ivan for constant care when i was concussed after the drink. Especially Park, i guess u didn't have a good night, I'm sorry u'd to sleep on the floor with no pillow and even blankets were all wrapped over me. Also, thanks for the massage. The hangover was really KILLING me. Thanks a million! Hugs.

Thanks rest for the splendid time and fun. It will not be as fun without anyone of you. Loves.

2006-12-17T09:14:00.000-08:00

Eragon is nice... go catch it!

13 hrs to chalet... hoho... and im not done with e packing. So many things to bringgg..

I'm so excited. Looking forward to the breakfast too. Grin.

Alrighty, need beauty sleep. Will pack tmr. I'll be back on wed. Ciao!

2006-12-15T18:23:00.000-08:00

here i am sitting on my bed looking out of e windows to e sky. I'm starting to dream again. I wonder how isit like to be in Europe now. Probably i'll freeze to death, wearing pretty winter clothes that i've been yearning of. Or maybe i can do some sunbathing in Aussie. Looking out of my window reminds me of the blue sky i saw in Aussie, definitely incomparable. A sublime holiday i'll never forget. I wish for an overseas trip soon. Its been a year since i went to Taiwan. People, any plans?

White Christmas.

2006-12-14T06:15:00.000-08:00

OH YAY! Its finally over. I can play now. Like e rest, i can't wait for the chalet too. Oh no, they will see me in specs and duper messy hair. Im so tempted to bring my hair-dryer over. =X I'm really looking forward to the night cycling, supper, pillow fights, breakfast together. Ohyah, please let me sleep at least on the second day okay?

I've two weeks, i must make full use, in fact i already have plans... just no money. So sad... i feel so poor now. I still haven't buy any christmas pressie. There r so many people in my list. I'm so sorry if the gift you received from me is not any expensive item. I'm really broke. Just read my previous entry u'll know and its impossible to buy expensive items for everyone in my list. Maybe that will happen if i strike TOTO. I'm so broke, daddy you hear meeeeeee.... if only he reads my blog. Well.....

2006-12-12T02:40:00.000-08:00

Today is my jie's birthday. I guess they are happily celebrating now. Sigh.. i feel like crying as i am typing this. I very much wanted to go for the dinner but i need to study becos i kept falling asleep in the afternoon. URGHHSSSSSSSS... i blame her for telling me only an hour before the dinner and myself for being so unproductive! =(

Anyway, i gave her $200 because she said money will be better when i asked what she wants for this year birthday. My mom was kinda shocked of the amount i gave her... maybe mommy is jealous. =X Actually i'm very "niao", because in the past, the most i gave her was $100, this time is double... See, my bank statement is no longer as beautiful liao. Theres still x'mas pressies, fund for chalet and twin's birthday is coming too. MEI YOU QIAN AHHH!!!

Oh yah, my mom acc me to see doctor just now. Dr Mary said i've too much "wind" in my stomach and she asked me to stop eating chinese herbs, oily food, spicy food etc. More veggie and fruits. I was given medicine and vitamins C and they sucks to the core. I almost choked to death while eating them. Never mind, i'll just take it that i'm eating M&Ms since they look like one.

Okay, enough whining, i already did badly for PI, i don't want another blow tmr. SIGH.

Opps, to add on, i already received my first x'mas pressie from allan because we probably not meeting again before x'mas. Wasn't expecting it... but anyway thank you, was told to open it only on x'mas. U better make sure what you told me is true, it better be an inexpensive pressie otherwise it will be returned!

2006-12-09T05:09:00.000-08:00

Its CT next week! Instead of mugging, we (Park, Minky, Xiang Ming,Ivan and me) went to watch movie instead. Thanks to Park and Minky for psychoing me successfully. We were supposed to watch Flags of the father, but it was to no avail... so we changed to watch Cinderella. Im not sure about the rest, but i find that this movie doesn't worth your penny and there were times that i almost fell asleep. It was a lil scary only at the later part of the story and poor tuesday, he was so horrified. I think im braver than him. During the movie, the hot milo actually spilled on my top and no one has tissues! Note: It wasn't becos of the movie but my butterfingers. Mr Tuesday is so kind to rush out and take serviette for me but i know id to run to the washroom to wash it instead.

After that, we went window shopping and trying of different skirts for park because he's getting a pressie for sister. Park, i want mine too. GRIN* After a series of window shopping at marina and suntec, we went for coffee break at St*rbuck. We chatted a lot.... a diverse topic. Basically im thinking myself as brother shufen, so that i can actually enter their topic. However, there are also times when i couldn't catch their men's jokes. AHERMS*

and i still said i wanted to reach home early to study but who knows i only reached home ard 11 plus. Side track a bit: Many were looking at me when i was in the train carrying the parcel. Yes i retrieved it from SingPost. Its a A3 size alike-box contains some food and Lens solutions this time and i strongly believe its from the same person whom had given me the poifull.

I was: Touched. Loss.

Anyway, i'll be glad if you don't ask me any question on this, because i am very sure i won't answer you. I'm sorry guys for this emo end. I need to mug now... thanks Minky for the free movie and carrying the parcel for me throughout the day and Parky for the gummies. Also, thanks for the gd company guys. I was really happy and enjoyed myself, somehow i felt protected. Loves.

2006-12-06T05:33:00.000-08:00

I AM BROKE! I bought so many things today for a whopping S$200. Mac blusher, dress, tops and mary janes. I just kept spending. I was so ecstatic when i bought them but i feel so sad for my burnt pocket now. I wanted to upload the pics but stupid blogger doesn't allow me to. Well... Shufen, u better make sure u wear all of them! My mom saw all the stuffs that i bought which i intended to hide, i thought shes going to scream at me, who knows she actually gives suggestions on what i should match the tops with.

Btw, i received a delivery advice card by Sg Post. I think the postman attempted to deliver a parcel to me but nobody was at home. I wonder who send me a parcel... remind me of the poifull jelly beans. I hope it doesn't contain any snakes or horrible things. I think i dun have any haters bah. Be kind to me lah... don't like me just tell me. I better not think so much. I think you all are curious to know what is it too right... well, i'll blog it when i retrieve it. For now, i want to sleep. Good Nights!

2006-12-04T06:52:00.000-08:00

I'd been VERY busy. I think most of you know, i was actually working for Fujit*u at expo. I came across this job through my sister cos her friend is recruiting part-timers for SITEX.

I saw many familiar faces, there are friends from NP, OSS and Stamford. Everyone is skipping school to work which is very bad, but you know money is very important and the working surrounding is pretty cool... all youngsters and of cos eye candy too. HOHO.

Basically, i enjoyed my four days there except for the last day, someone snatched my sales! But nevertheless, i still closed 5 deals the last day, if i didn't rmb wrongly!
Although i am STM person but i still rmb my first and last customers. My last customer is especially nice to me. I am really grateful that she still chose to buy from me despite the differences in prices and free gifts other brands are offering her.

Time passed really quickly, four days just ended like that. I miss lil' XX, Yi ting and some other peeps. They're pretty nice to get along with. I must really thank Vincent, whom is my sister's friend. He guided and helped us alot throughout the four days.

Something really bothering me is that i failed to do my tns to the best of my ability, at least thats what i think. I should say i didn't put in enough effort due to work. I reached home at 11 for the first 3 days and 12 plus for the last day. Theres simply not enough time and i feel so bad now, i hope i didn't pull my team down.

Finally, theres time to sleep and i can sleep for 8 hours and more! HOHO i love sleeping. Class chalet and Christmas is coming! I can't wait for it. I want holidays!

2006-11-28T17:05:00.000-08:00

Okay, i shall be nice to link Minkie and do a lil' publicity for you free.

My dear girl friends, he is a nice chap. Although he looks like a potential ah beng, but hey looks can be deceiving right. He's actually a caring, sensitive and NAGGY guy.

Im sorry gays, although he likes to play "locking arms" with our fellow classmates, he is still pretty straight.

If you're interested, you may want to know more about him by clicking his link.

Minkie, i want gummies for this entry. Nothing is FREE. WAHAHAHHAA!

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Its yet another busy week: presentation, business plan, coursework. Darn... i've enough pimples already.

Time for lesson. CIAO!

2006-11-24T17:53:00.000-08:00

OMG! I just received an ANNOYMOUS mail!

My mom just passed me a gigantic envelope containing two boxes of POIFULL. My favourite candy.

As you can see, theres no address and stamp.
He/She probably just dropped it in my mailbox.
Who is this annoymous was my first thought.
I've two person in my mind.
It's hard to guess, since the handwriting is the only source and how many actually knows i like this.
Anyhow, its really a sweet move. Something unexpected.
It definitely brightens up my day.
I love surprises!

THANK YOU to whoever for the candies. You're so nice to deliver it to my mailbox yourself. But i would really love to know who you are.

2006-11-23T07:40:00.000-08:00

I love snacks.

today, 23 nov 2006, is yours truly first attempt on driving in np campus and without seat belt tightened. Its as trilling as a roller coaster ride. and i managed to make some turns mind you... not just those ordinary straight road only. HAHAHA.. you think its no big deal? NEVER MIND. I happy can liao. At least i survived. SCM is still undone and i hear you saying... Shufen, you want gd grades? Dream on!

2006-11-19T04:58:00.000-08:00

Allow me to indulge in my lil materialistic world.

I'm falling head over heels on

Absolutely stunning! LOVE IT.

Well, i can only see and dream.

I'm too poor to own it.

Make my poverty history pleaseeeee. =(

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I'm quite screwed now. SCM report is driving me nuts.

Doing too much. A lil' too late now.

2006-11-12T05:24:00.000-08:00

I went NEW YORK!

I meant New York New York, that restaurant. I went there with a purpose, becos i owe my BFF a treat. Note: Its a really belated birthday treat. Was so remorseful.

Tada! This was my dinner. Baked rice. Its so cheezy... i know i know its fattening... but aiya, you can't expect me to just stare right.

Thats her pork lasagna. I think its under one of the "YOU MUST TRY". Like no difference from my baked rice eh? I tried hers, the
taste is very strong.

Since i broke the rules already, it doesn't hurt to go a lil deeper right? Our dessert: BlueBerry Pancakes with Vanilla Ice cream. Its really sweet, even for a sweet-tooth like me.

Obviously we were bloated after the meal. So we decided to shop around and i ended up buying junks, not exactly junks but stuffs that weren't on my mind. Although i constantly remind myself not to waste money but i guess it doesn't help just like i constantly tell myself to stop eating the biscuit roll.

Talk about biscuit roll, its nightmare i tell you. My dad REALLY bought a large tin of the "love-letter" lookalike biscuit roll, you know that kind that you will see when you buy 100 grams of biscuits from the provision shop? Yes that gigantic tin! If you go "Wow", high 5. Thats exactly my reaction when i saw it. My folk told me he's sick of replenishing every other day so he decided to just buy a tin from Sheng Shiong. Look, is it my fault? I wouldn't eat if he didn't buy it. He spoilt my will of slimming down. Rahhhh... but i really like it. No joke. Ask joc... its tempting. Really tempting. To happy or not to happy? My dad simply loves to feed me. Anyway, thou he burnt my diet plan, i still love him heaps.

The Black Parade.

2006-11-03T07:09:00.000-08:00

Thank You Ms White for the treat to ...

It was my first visit there and i really like it. I've ordered Una Don and i ate side dishes like salmon, golden roll and the fried sotong thingy which i dunno what's the name for it.

Of course, the food wouldn't be nicer without good company yah? It seems like ages since we last met. There seems like so much things to talk about, unfortunately we all have school/work the next day and the staffs were waiting for us to leave. See, we only get to sit down at 8 plus and had to leave by 10 plus. We only had 2 hours to eat/chat/pics.

I wish to share the pics we took last night however, i haven't get them yet. I might post it once i get them from the girls.

Oh yah, this sweet lady gave us this each.
So thoughtful eh?

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Not forgetting, many thanks to Jocie for the sweetssss and cupcake. I see a girl that has
an attribute of a good wife already, becoming like June, our model of a good wife/mommy. HAa~

I solemnly hope that friendship is eternity.

2006-10-29T06:07:00.000-08:00

I cut my finger and its quite deep. Im so sad over it becos i don't want any scar. I wanna cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Did guys change their way of making friends? See, i took this man's curry puff which i mistaken it as my friend's, so i took it to pay together with the money and who knows this guy stared at me and said it belongs to him while my friend look at me puzzledly, then stupidly i jumped up and apologised for taking it and guess what he said? He said "Its okay, he will treat me that to befriend with me." I was totally disgusted and dumbfounded. So i went to one corner without replying him to pour the chilli sauce into my spring roll. I didn't even dare to lift up my head to see, for fear that he will talk to me again. Because of this, my friend teased me along the way home. I think i am just unfriendly towards strangers, even mel said that when minky introduced people to me. I guess i'll admit it now.

........... I feel so silly.

2006-10-21T05:35:00.000-07:00

I ate like fook
I played like fook
and now
Im shag like fook

Oh well, i ate all the FATS that i tried so hard to refrain from. Now all my effort has gone to waste. I gained double as much now. Okay, i'll be discipline from Monday onwards. NO more junk food cept sweets, but i'll cut down as much as possible. Quit smoking needs time too right? At least, sweets is good for ppl with low blood pressure like me. Okay i hear u saying excuses. But nvm... just don't try to tempt me with all the food you can enjoy...cos i'll HATE you.

Cellulite, leave me will you...

2006-10-14T10:43:00.000-07:00

I know its a lil late... but tada... a day with Linny and Parky at Kuishinbo on Tuesday.
Finally, we got to eat good food, after much anticipation.

Our first pick. We were so kiasu... we just took everything we saw... Park was saying something like this... "hey don't take already, go and eat". The tempuras and softshell crabs were very satisfying. The soups are OMGs. But among all, its the KAMINABE thats my favourite. Of cos, they heard me exclaiming it througout the day.

Den we started on the sushis. I can't rmb exactly how many salmons i ate. I just ate and ate.

This is the best part lah. Well... know me you know i love sweet treats. Imagine i was blardy bloated already but i still have space for all these. I esp love that pink guava jelly and fruit tarts. Yum!

Some more shutterfly.......

I can't wait to start, but still have to pose for picture first.

This man just loved the Kaminabe!

Happy "Three" Friends. We had to walk and shed those extra pounds after the meal. Although it wasn't exactly pounds we shed, at least we felt better after the walk. Park was kinda tortured by us. But hey, we fed u more than popcorns, u know what to do eh? Linny and i would love to go to chatterbox. *Cough.

We ended the day having something home. Linny got herself a very nice cardigan and i got myself a Stussy bag.

Thats all for today... i'd been going out EVERYDAY. Tomorrow will be a day at home for some cleaning and homework that are overdue. =X TGL is so gonna kill me...

Alrighty, more updates tmr... provided if i've time! Ciao~

Rock Steady

2006-10-11T09:11:00.000-07:00

Alright, few days ago i mentioned that the T11 peeps are going to JB. Ended up only 4 peoples went. I was pretty upset but well its still all good because we enjoyed ourselves.

First stop, we went to Kim Gary located at City Square to filled up their empty stomachs(because i'd breakfast). We took quite sometime to view the menu. After looking thru the menu, i realised i've tried their food in their KL outlet before and i kinda like it. So i ordered the same thing again.

My two sweeties actually ordered the same stuff. Just that Joc ordered beef and linn ordered the steak with Baked cheese rice. Whats e difference between this steak n beef? We really don't know.

See how happy this man was? His food looked the best and it tasted the best too but i forgot the name for it.

Basically all 3 of them ordered the meal which consists the main course, soup, drink and dessert which costs RM16.50.

I'm the "lugi" one. This is what i'd ordered for myself. If i'm not wrong.
It is called Honey Pork Ribs with Mushroom(RM9.50) and the drink is Honey Lemon with Aloe Vera(RM4.90). It is not too bad. Value for moeny or not u decide.

After lunch, we happily shop around City Square and all of us got something.
Then, we decided to go to
This is a newly opened shopping mall and its HUGE. At least much bigger than City Square. We regretted not going there earlier because we reached ard 7 plus. I got yet another vest. and its quite cheap. Basically we left ard 9pm and it was a nice trip. We wanted to go back again. Well.. maybe soon.

So this is how we spent our Monday in JB. I am very tired now because it took forever to upload these pictures. Good nitey!

2006-10-07T07:00:00.000-07:00

There are so many things i wanna share with you guys... so i am just gonna blog randomly.

Thanks Twin and sweetheart for having bfast with me. Mac breakfast is nice and i'm missing it now. Oh, sorry for keeping both of you waiting outside my house... LOL i promise.. next time. Its really inappropriate at that moment.

Tuesday was my offday and i actually spent most of my time on travelling via the train.
BUGIS-YISHUN-TAMPINES-BUGIS. I felt so sick. I went to Yishun to pass TGL my homework and i saw XX too.. Thanks for the discount btw. Then, i went to find linny... but to my horror she wasn't working on that day! It was meant to be a surprise and god knows i surprised myself. I felt so dumb at that moment.

Anyway, i didn't want to waste my trip there so i went to find the strawberry cheesecake my cousin once bought for me and i found it! Its a really small bakery located in Tampines that sell some sweet treats.

Savoury strawberry cheesecakes

They are really mini in size and i think its quite expensive, however i can't rmb how much. =X Stm is acting up. Anyway, if you happen to drop by Tampines, you should give it a try.

Then i met YL for dinner and discussed on her 21st bday celebration at downtown east. I was asked to make Jellies, which is my forte(or rather its the only thing i know how to make. =/)

If this JB trip fails, i'll never ever organise any trip anymore. This is it. TGL u never reply my sms! Whatever that is, Park and mel i hope you guys will still go... i know both of you are strong enough to protect us girls yah? Smiles*

Its my last day of work tomorrow. I'll work hard for the last time.....
*Hope for good sales*

I spent 1/3 of my day trying to poo. Grrr....

2006-10-02T10:10:00.000-07:00

Im fat like pig. Consumed too much mooncakes and im turning into one. Heart durian snowskin, absolutely delicious.

Oh i just got my pay. Hoorayyyyyy! Hops*
Although its not a lot but my bank statement looks nicer now. However, it also means i'll have no more allowance? Rahhhh....

Attention! T11 peeps.

JB on the 9th.
Time: Noon time. Probably 12.
Meeting Place: KAP

Well.. e time n meeting place is yet to be confirmed. But make sure u're free on that day. I'm making a public announcement in advance so you'll have no excuse to say u aren't free! Absentee will be punished severely!

2006-09-28T20:12:00.000-07:00

I am starting to like Taka.

and ... I think i should start accepting dates. Maybe...

Oh well... do visit http://linnyberry.livejournal.com/

Reasonable prices and shes getting better and better! =)

Cheers to money.

2006-09-25T08:26:00.000-07:00

Sales over at Taka on Sunday was pretty good. I was kinda lucky on that day. However, i overheard murmurs. The aunties were saying that i should "recommend some customers over to them" since they haven't even sell anything while i'd already sold some. Its weird... u see, if i sell NOTHING... the senior whom i substitute will DEFINITELY say things behind my back and when you start doing well, the aunties from other brands will start saying things about you too. Life is really tough there. Thats why i dread gg there.

Just TWO more weeks and i'll have a week to do what i want before school starts. Really looking forward. I want to do so many things.. right, i mentioned in previous entry. You see how desperate i am now.

Now, i wonder the JB trip that i'm organising will be successful. Seriously, i abhor organising trip cos its a really tough task =X So i salute those successful organiser! So F3, help me ok? I need your assistance. Im sure you girls are excited since we're going "overseas". *Giggles*

Cheers to off day! Boo to homework. Thanks to TGL. =/

2006-09-22T07:53:00.000-07:00

Ytd was mommy's bday! Well, i guess we didn't get her a cake for years... and as a filial daughter i got her a mango cake(in case she doesn't like it i can eat for her! HAHAHA). She was ecstatic to see it and i know shes touched becos i woke up early just to light up the candle for her before she goes to work. Of cos thats not all... i got her a new ? bag and im glad she loves it. I hope i earn a lot in future so i can get her a Guc*i bag.

Now my pocket is completely burnt. I hope they pay me soon! @#!%$@%@^ Tomorrow theres this hourly special and the boss is coming down. Urgghss.. will be a stressful day for me. What's worst... i was asked to go Taka again. I abhor that place. Its hell!

Oh... "Handsome" came over to visit me today. I was shocked to see him. He's starting school on monday, so good... i wanna go back to school too. I miss IT11, truly madly deeply.

I thought i'd a lot to share but i can't think of anything right now. Well... my life is pretty boring.
My only wish is to get my pay soon so that i can shop for pretty clothes, bag and shoes.(i've a couple of things in mind already!) Of cos it will be better if i've a week of many good food, movies and laughters before school starts.

JB shopping and food hunting anyone? Joc i know you want... say yes!

I want pleasant surprises.

2006-09-12T05:48:00.000-07:00

I hope you guys still rmb me. I haven't had a chance to "socialise" yet. I miss chatting on msn.
Sigh... now i can't wait for school to reopen. I am trying really hard to earn money but im kinda sick of facing the same thing again. Sometimes i just don't feel like approaching the customers but i'd to... thats promoter's life i guess? Luckily i've a partner to chat with me. However, today is her last day. "Handsome" will be coming back tmr till friday. The aunties will be very happy.

Last saturday was a half day for me. Pw and i went town for some shopping. We actually went to drink at night. HOHO.... and i drank Tiger Beer for the first time! Seriously, i must admit im really a lousy drinker. I only managed to drink 1/3 of the glass and i felt a lil' uncomfortable already. It's so bitter... don't know why the guys order tiger beer. Oh.... i bought my first home appliance! Yah.. call me an auntie and laugh all you want... i always wanted to buy a non-stick pan so that i can eat healthier. Its a WMF brand... U.P was $129 and i only bought it at $49. I thought its really a gd grab.

Sunday is my off day! LIke finally on a weekend yah? Went to chill and we watched Lil Man. Its not really fantastic. You can skip that if you want. I think it doesn't worth $9.50. Well.. thats my view. I feel that my entry is getting really boring. I shall end here. Man... i can't wait for my off days. Date me yah!

Candle light dinner.

2006-09-08T08:45:00.000-07:00

I neglected this lil space for some time becos i was really really busy. Its kinda no life.
Whats always troubled me when working is really lunch alone.
Thank god i've twin, parky and linn there to acc me for lunch.

I'm glad i still did some window shopping and catching some movies...
Theres this Country Road skirt that really catches my eyes. Feminine, which i need.
However, the price tag almost scared the hell outta me. $200 plus. I guess i'll give it a miss.
I watched e Devil wears Prada with Parky, hes so nice although he said he just happened to come to look for a book. He doesn't like this movie thou but i think its nice cause of many pretty clothes and i really dig Anne Hathaway. Shes GORGEOUS! The clothes she wore in the movie are really really pretty as well... if only SG have four seasons.
The other movie i caught recently with les partners was THE HOST. Its a mixture of disgusting, a lil scary and a lil funny.

Again, thanks for coming. I thought it will be just another "go home after work" day for me. Because you guys are willing to wait for me that i'd a chance to really do some shopping and catching movie. I hadn't catch one for decades. I can't wait for my off day to come after so many days of working continously. I'm kinda shag already.

I love my job i love my job i love my job i love my job i love my job i love my job i love my job

2006-08-26T07:36:00.000-07:00

My poor feet... i have not one but THREE blisters on EACH feet.
They look fugly ugly now.
Why the hell must i wear BLACK SHOES?!
I'd to buy one for this job... now this one i bought is not doing justice to my feet and i gonna get another one like soon.
Sighhh... I'm spending even before getting the pay.
I tried to hint my dad for the money but he said i gonna do some investment!
My folk is very smart.

Today's sales was pretty good compared to those on weekdays.
I tried to calculate the memos... theres 1.7k+ of sales today. Hoho...
Well.. all thanks to my mentor, one of the customer actually spent $400plus. Its a lot!
My highest for one customer was 100~200? I wonder how my mentor did it.
Becos of the crowd, i almost missed my break. Time passed pretty quickly today.
I hope tmr will be as good as today!

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Thanks all for the enlightenments. Haha... actually its a really tough decision. I know my dad WANTS me to continue studying, or rather be a grad? Typical. However, i doubt i am able to enter local uni. Look, i've calculated... at the most i'll get 3.1/3.2 gpa? Thats very bad... i doubt they even want me. Overseas? Man.. give me that amount of money i can start a small business. HAHA... but i think it will be a lot of freedom but its so scary just by thinking of it. Imagine i've to do EVERYTHING MYSELF. Get despise by the angmohs. Goshh... I must be really independent.

Flight Attendant? Yes... its definitely my dream job. Imagine you can travel around the world free! Furthermore, you'll be paid generously. Its sucha glam job! However, its so hard to get in... there are so many interviews. Urghhhsss.. now you know why its a tough decision. HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.....
I left half a year to make a decision.
Till then.. i want to sleep.

2006-08-23T08:34:00.000-07:00

phew... im here to update on my work.

I was blur and confused on the first day, cos there are many things to rmb. But i think im more or less there. My mentor praised me! Wahaha...

My mentor wasn't as bad as what ive heard. Im not saying this becos of that compliment. Well.. its only the 3rd day. Who noes? But so far so good. I think she is nice, not as bitchy as the rest, very patient and willing to teach me. I reckon she's those kind that as long as you did your part, she'll be glad. In fact, i think she's very motherly.

Well, i don't know isit becos its weekends thats why theres no crowd. Basically i spent the day yawning away. You know when theres NO cute guys for you to ogle at... GRIN. I really hate it when theres no customers. Like what my mentor said... promoters are more than customers. Haha.. how true. Part of me hoping that theres a fair soon, so maybe, i said maybe... i can work with linn.. since usually when theres fair, they'll have many promoters working together. It will be fun.

P.S: Linn jiayou!

Grrr... my mom just asked me if i want to further study in Australia after grad. I seriously don't know what i want..... darn.. Flight Attendant? Uni? or what?

I need enlightenment yo.

2006-08-19T09:15:00.000-07:00

Its been a week, not that i'd missed out blogging for a long time. Its just that i kinda "migrated". I've tried Xanga and LiveJournal... but i am very fickle.. so i am back once again. Maybe i shld start a private blog... or shld i go back to the traditional way, a diary? Man, i miss writing... my handwriting is getting really awful and i didn't realise it until i filled in the job application form.

Anyway, guess i will be busy in future. Yes the manager is tico, thats why me n linn are shortlisted. LOL! But i've to say he's really capable, a manager at 24, drives BMW. I realised the managers are all very young nowadays, or is it just happened on me? V*da v*da has a young manager as well. Must be another family business. How lucky these people can be.

Thou its not my "Dream" job, i hope i will adapt to it and everything will be smooth and sailing. I hope that i'll look forward to work everyday and im glad that i am no longer a pig that only eat, sleep and watch tv. Say goodbye to korean drama and books... money here i come.

Spent quite a bit today, i brought three $50 notes out and im now left with three red notes. This is definitely BAD for someone with no income like me. I really detest to resist myself when i saw something to my liking. Its ALWAYS the money problem. BUT i told myself i will work and save hard for our graduation holiday, right girls? T11? Twin, start planning! Hahahahahaha~

~~[I wish i was a punk rocker]~~

2006-08-13T04:32:00.000-07:00

Fang Sheng - Van Fan

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Ytd when i was at ECP... i was thinking about our class chalet.

I hope someone is organising it.

I wanna have some night cycling.

2006-08-10T07:48:00.000-07:00

*BURrrPpppPppP...*

My fingers, mouth and room now reeks with durian smell for i just ate durians. Obviously duhs.
Its so tasty that i popped one after another into my mouth. I can't remember the last time i ate durian, maybe 2 years ago? It definitely satisfy me. YUM.

Anyway, I eat like cow today. I'd bim ban bat? Seriously, i can't rmb the name. I apologise if i got it wrong. Ppl who watched Da Chang Jin, tell me what's the name for this pls? Anyway, i call it "Ban Fan" in mandarin. I finally tasted it after much anticipation.

Bim Ban Bat?

I don't know if it looks a lot becos it IS A BIG PORTION. I suspect its two bowls of rice. Of cos it doesn't look like this in the first place. The ingredients are neatly arranged along the circumference of the bowl. I only remember to take a picture after i'd mixed it, cos since this is the first time i tried it, i shld take a pic for memories. Anyway, wats a camera phone for right?

Back to the food, i'd it at Marina Square Loft. I remembered i saw it from one of the food blogs, so i dragged my friend there for dinner. My verdict... a 7.5/10. Its a lil spicy, sweet and sour? Anyway, I am sure a veggie lover will love this, since most of the ingredients are veggies. Its SGD 6 for a set, i think its value for money, at least the portion is.

I'd to go shopping to digest my food after that, plain excuse i noe. Hehes. Will be celebrating YL's bro birthday on Saturday at ECP for barbecue. Didn't want to go empty handed, thou yl said don't need to buy anything but i decided to buy chocolates for him.

Belgian Chocolates

So i went Candy Empire to get this. There 24 tiny chocolates of different flavours: orange, hazelnut, coffee, cocoa cream etc. Look nice to me... i hope i dun eat them up in the end.

Okay, better go back to the "project" otherwise TGL will kill me. Till the next entry, Ciao!

2006-08-05T23:56:00.000-07:00

I can only say i am a lousy organiser. Was a lil sad but i know they've their reasons for not coming. But 8 ppls are not too little right... the frog leg wasn't as fantastic as i rmbed but the mango fish is uber delicious thats why it costs a FREAKING $48. We ordered it without knowing the price.. And i got a pressie from twin. Love you heaps.

Had a lil friction with sweetheart. U know who you are. No worries, i am a STM person. I am all good after i reached home. In fact, i wanted to msg you on my way home. But yah its the pride, i didn't want to say sorry first. Cos part of me thinks that its not me that started all this and i didn't know what to say. You KNOW MY WEAK POINT! Urghs! I wanna strangle you. Having said that, its very sweet of you to call me. Unexpected. Yah, its the first time we'd sucha lengthy chat over the phone. All i can say is... we're friends. Friends will still be friends after any arguement, be it a serious or small one and i cannot lose you as one. However, words can really hurt a person. We were both wrong. We both hurt each other verbally. But its also words that brought us closer. I really miss those gd ol times with you guys. Be sure to arrange some drinking session okay. Cos u're one of the few that i can really confide into.
Anyway i rmb i didn't say this when i was on e phone with you ytd.....

I am sorry too.

Lord when i am wrong let me have the courage to admit it
... and when i am right, let me be easy to live with.

2006-08-04T22:59:00.000-07:00

In 5 hrs time, i'll be in geylang FOR Frog Leg.
BUT i am in painnn... that stupid wisdom tooth is killing me.
Don't tell me i've to extract it now. I'll cry. Nerve-wracking!

[Toothy Boothy]

Ytd, yl and i were chatting about holiday. She said she wants to go England, as much as i want to. My dream holiday will be a trip to Europe with favourite people if not "The One".

I always hope...To stay in a cottage. Look at the sunset and sunrise with himwhisper sweet nothingFall asleep in his arms below the starry skyWake up with french toast and english tea before meA kiss upon the cheek and good morning
and i'll make him hot chocolate and a plate of miniature muffins for tea-timeHe will bring me round paris in vintage scooterShow me the Eiffel Tower and whisper the 3 magic words.Its not easy to find someone that can make my dream come true.Anyhow, i must master french first.

merci

2006-08-04T04:38:00.000-07:00

The wait is over.
I can declare freedom now.
Yahooooooo... its gonna be a LONG entry.

I realised i was paranoid. Those pointers and codes i prepared are redundant.

I couldn't really sleep last night. Kept thinking what i should say and how should i start and i woke up extremely early today. Viva at 11am and i woke up at 8am. I took cab to school and i saw Twin at the bus stop. I msged her and i thought why she didn't reply me... then i realised it didn't send thru successfully and its saved as draft. When i realised it, its already evening.

I was 15 mins early and i saw a guy presenting so i made my way to the ladies. Check my attire and stuff.... and yah... i am vain... here is how i looked like this morning.

I felt old and fat.

I was SUPER DUPER nervous. That guy was still inside the room taking his own sweet time chatting on the phone and i'd to wait for him outside! Then i heard a familiar voice calling me behind. Tada... its my supervisor =) HAHAHAHA.... so i asked him about my report.. he said its gd but theres still room for improvement...

After we went in, i felt that i couldn't think and my hands were trembling. But how nice, he helped me with the projector and that was when Mr Yong came... and he told Mr Yong that i am nervous. Funny thing is Mr Yong actually whistling some melody, maybe to make the environment less stressful for me? I am a dumbong... i took a long time to prepare everything and they were watching me quietly.... man that was really really insane. I kinda screwed up at first.... i can feel that i am stammering all the way... COSTLY and i said COSTY. Why couldn't i just said its EXPENSIVE. I couldnt think... i was waiting for them to laugh at me.. but they didn't. Phew.

Only when i started demo-ing the system, then i felt better, because Mr Yong is very friendly, trying to make me feel less stressful constantly and giving me chances when i did something wrong. Luckily, he didn't ask me to do any stupid things that will make my bugs obvious. The demo is very smooth and i was able to answer all his questions therefore he was rather happy with my work. This can be proven after they had discussed my grade. My supervisor told me Mr Yong said he's impressed with my work. WAHAHAHA.... He said if only other students can be like "Shufen". I tell u i was FLYING HIGH. He kept telling me the compliments i received from other lecturers and his confidence in me.. i was so happy that i almost burst into tears. Like the hard work is paid off. But i think i am SUPER LUCKY to have him as my supervisor and Mr Yong as my second marker. So pray for me... hopefully i am able to get an A. PRAY.

I was trigger happy, i was smiling inside out... i tot i should really celebrate a bit. I walked in full speed to meet my bestie who is studying in SIM currently.

Best friend since Primary School.

I went home to change and i brought her to Miss Clarity Cafe for some cheap gd food. Then we went IKEA for some furniture hunting. She wanted to get a desk and i was looking for a table lamp. Who knows, she got a table lamp and i got nothing in the end. Anyway, i think they're having clearance sales. So if u want to get any home appliances or furniture, fly to IKEA now.

[Bad Hair Day.]

2006-08-03T04:27:00.000-07:00

Give me whiskey give me martinis give me heineken give me tiger beer give me carlsberg give me all...

In less than 24 hrs i will meet the pair of ants.

U better give in ur best shot and concentrate.

Blardy hell... i am feeling so down now.

2006-08-03T04:09:00.000-07:00

不准哭

我把自己反锁在空荡荡的房屋
感谢你让我想个清楚
因为爱你所以我不做你的包袱
我不需要谁温柔安抚
请放心我很快能恢复
找到一个人陪我漫步

不准哭
我不要装可怜无辜
挡住你的路
挡不住你追逐
不准哭
我更应该微笑祝福
祝你找到对的幸福

如果我消失不见你在乎不在乎
别含含糊糊我很在乎
因为爱你所以我选另外一条路
离开是我的最後让步

爱情就到这里结束
我们不得不不得不屈服
只能笑
不准哭
我不要装可怜无辜
挡住你的路
挡不住你追逐
不准哭
我学不会微笑祝福
祝你找到
祝你找到对的幸福

080306

2006-08-01T08:47:00.000-07:00

Jie is not home yet.
Shes coming home late every now and then. =/

Shes neglecting me. Rahhhhhhhh
Is the bf's fault!
I hope she don't marry too early.

=X

2006-08-01T07:09:00.000-07:00

I would like to play with eye-liner.

***

God broke the mold,
When he made this one I know
She's breathtaking but so much more
She walks in the room, your lungs close
Making you never want to breathe again
Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrist froze
Is he faithful to her? Hell no
But she chose to be with him, shorty

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

Because

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be,
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on,
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

You're a masterpiece
I know that he
Can't appreciate your beauty
Don't let him cheapen you
He don't see you like i do
Beautiful not just for show
Time that someone let you know

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
In his gallery

2006-07-30T04:07:00.000-07:00

My toes hurts madly, all thanks to the heels.
I felt so high physically and mentally ytd.

It was the first time i saw sucha long queue outside DXO.
Waited for hrs to get in, when the mood was all gone.
What's worst is the service. Totally sucks.

Before we got in.

However, we still got the drinks in e end and squeeze in between the crowd to the half-darkness dancefloor for some groove.
The air was steamy, infused with alcohol and sweat.
For a moment, i felt so sick.

Then i felt my ears burning and i knew its time for me to enjoy the music and dance freely.
Of cos Joc was so high and shakes well and linn needs stronger alchohol.

The whole thing ends dynamically with so sick of love songs, so tired of tears, so done with wishing you were still here, said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow. Ya, Ne-Yo's So Sick.Good ending. Then we kept ourselves busy with peektures...

The picture is incomplete without u, twin.

Okay park said i look like a flirt in this picture. I swear i was just trying to look shorter.

To think i actually stayed there till it closed. I reached home ard 4 plus with stinky clothes and hair. I tiptoe to e bathroom, afraid that i would wake my dad up and if he did, for sure he would shoot me with multiple questions. You know parents...

All in all, its a good company and I heart Whiskey dry.Thanks Parky and Kian Ming for the drinks. I hope Twin is coming next time. Miss u heaps.

Temporary High

2006-07-26T04:57:00.000-07:00

I am a good friend. Why do i say that? My childhood bestie flew back from Taiwan on Monday. Yesterday i accompanied her to SIM to collect some forms at 9am. Then we went Raffles Hospital for her blood test and X-Ray taken. We didn't eat until 1.30pm. As a potential breakfast taker, i could hear my tummy rumbled loudly while waiting for her check up done.

We went PS for the famous indonesian Grilled Chicken, but i was still HUNGRY. Goodness, after Pirates at the Cathay, we went back to PS for sushi then i bought super oily tapiocas from Pasar Malam. They are all so tasty, but my poor tummy, it look as if its over-stretched and i was so guilty for eating so much.

Anyway, ytd i texted Park happily cos i saw his viva date the same as mine. Then to my horror, he told me his viva date is on 1st aug not anymore on the 4th of aug. SIGH. =( Suddenly, i feel that on friday, it would be like the first day of school with no friends. This is not the worst, i am so worried that i don't know how to set up the projector etc. I think i'll cry alone in that class. I hope my supervisor will reach earlier and help me. HAHA.

How i wish my viva is earlier rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........

2006-07-23T07:28:00.000-07:00

sometimes i just don't know what i am doing.
sometimes i just don't know what you want.
sometimes i just don't know if i am doing the right thing.
sometimes i just don't know if this is what i want.
sometimes i just don't know how to please anyone.
sometimes i just don't know how to tell people how i feel.
sometimes i just don't know why am i like that.

Most of the time, i just don't want to talk about it.

//MY MIND IS SCREAMING OUT.

2006-07-22T08:00:00.000-07:00

i WANT Jessica Alba's figure. Shes god damn gorgeous! Alright.. i am too tired to blog. Its a nice day i think. Been shopping a lot and spent quite a bit. Ermm... i hope i can work soon. MONEY!

[SAILORMAN]