Yesterday was a very special day for miss sweetheart - siow wee, and i'm glad she's happy and adore the gifts we gave her. Many thanks for the food and door gift. It was a good time to catch up with friends you hardly meet and i really enjoyed myself except that i've made my dad upset again becos i reached home at an unearthly hour. =(
[i'm lazy, for pictures pls refer to SW's blog =X]

Yesterday was also my first time skipping class in school. I FELT UBER GUILTY okay.
I know i'd sworn off that i WILL NOT skip any class since its my dad's hard-earned moolah.
Well, i know i shouldn't brood over it anymore since what has been done cannot be undone.

Theres a lists to do:
Complete the slides for Sociology presentation.
Finish Accounting assignment.
Start to read up the study guides.
CRAZY no. of qns of math homework to be completed.

Since, i've skipped the socio class, i need to read through this week's notes too. MORE READINGS. URGHS.

and i just checked the school's portal, my econs schedule on 8 Nov has been changed to 7 Nov at 7pm-10pm! I couldn't believe my eyes. It's my first time attending a lecture at this hour. Not very keen but i will not skip, this i promise you.

Okay, i better get back to my accounting homework.

=/

I think i should let my heart out and not hide them in my heart anymore...


It started with the usual kind of chasing.
shower with lil gifts, daily chats, text messages, sweet talks, offer rides, ocassional meetups and other pretty interesting dates which i rejected - DHL balloon. (I wasn't prepared, i don't know what was i thinking but i regretted now, seriously.)

Chased too hard, siamed too much becos think too much.

Weeks and months had passed.

No more chats, no more text messages, no more meetups.

Probably given up?

Maybe he thought i didn't care? Maybe i wasn't showing any sign too.

Acting cool is my weakest point.

This is just a problem that i've yet to learn. How many of such mistakes must i make to wake myself up.
Maybe something is holding me back, was it pride or something.. else?
Or isit becos i still don't know what i want yet?


Why am i getting emo suddenly? I like him but not love... or is it becos i feel like falling in love now...


Who knows, i might not feel anything tomorrow.
We shall see...


Love is indeed complicated.

I didn't abandon zingzipzap.blogspot. I just saved the posts as drafts.