My poor feet... i have not one but THREE blisters on EACH feet.
They look fugly ugly now.
Why the hell must i wear BLACK SHOES?!
I'd to buy one for this job... now this one i bought is not doing justice to my feet and i gonna get another one like soon.
Sighhh... I'm spending even before getting the pay.
I tried to hint my dad for the money but he said i gonna do some investment!
My folk is very smart.

Today's sales was pretty good compared to those on weekdays.
I tried to calculate the memos... theres 1.7k+ of sales today. Hoho...
Well.. all thanks to my mentor, one of the customer actually spent $400plus. Its a lot!
My highest for one customer was 100~200? I wonder how my mentor did it.
Becos of the crowd, i almost missed my break. Time passed pretty quickly today.
I hope tmr will be as good as today!

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Thanks all for the enlightenments. Haha... actually its a really tough decision. I know my dad WANTS me to continue studying, or rather be a grad? Typical. However, i doubt i am able to enter local uni. Look, i've calculated... at the most i'll get 3.1/3.2 gpa? Thats very bad... i doubt they even want me. Overseas? Man.. give me that amount of money i can start a small business. HAHA... but i think it will be a lot of freedom but its so scary just by thinking of it. Imagine i've to do EVERYTHING MYSELF. Get despise by the angmohs. Goshh... I must be really independent.

Flight Attendant? Yes... its definitely my dream job. Imagine you can travel around the world free! Furthermore, you'll be paid generously. Its sucha glam job! However, its so hard to get in... there are so many interviews. Urghhhsss.. now you know why its a tough decision. HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.....
I left half a year to make a decision.
Till then.. i want to sleep.

phew... im here to update on my work.

I was blur and confused on the first day, cos there are many things to rmb. But i think im more or less there. My mentor praised me! Wahaha...

My mentor wasn't as bad as what ive heard. Im not saying this becos of that compliment. Well.. its only the 3rd day. Who noes? But so far so good. I think she is nice, not as bitchy as the rest, very patient and willing to teach me. I reckon she's those kind that as long as you did your part, she'll be glad. In fact, i think she's very motherly.

Well, i don't know isit becos its weekends thats why theres no crowd. Basically i spent the day yawning away. You know when theres NO cute guys for you to ogle at... GRIN. I really hate it when theres no customers. Like what my mentor said... promoters are more than customers. Haha.. how true. Part of me hoping that theres a fair soon, so maybe, i said maybe... i can work with linn.. since usually when theres fair, they'll have many promoters working together. It will be fun.


P.S: Linn jiayou!


Grrr... my mom just asked me if i want to further study in Australia after grad. I seriously don't know what i want..... darn.. Flight Attendant? Uni? or what?

I need enlightenment yo.

Its been a week, not that i'd missed out blogging for a long time. Its just that i kinda "migrated". I've tried Xanga and LiveJournal... but i am very fickle.. so i am back once again. Maybe i shld start a private blog... or shld i go back to the traditional way, a diary? Man, i miss writing... my handwriting is getting really awful and i didn't realise it until i filled in the job application form.

Anyway, guess i will be busy in future. Yes the manager is tico, thats why me n linn are shortlisted. LOL! But i've to say he's really capable, a manager at 24, drives BMW. I realised the managers are all very young nowadays, or is it just happened on me? V*da v*da has a young manager as well. Must be another family business. How lucky these people can be.

Thou its not my "Dream" job, i hope i will adapt to it and everything will be smooth and sailing. I hope that i'll look forward to work everyday and im glad that i am no longer a pig that only eat, sleep and watch tv. Say goodbye to korean drama and books... money here i come.

Spent quite a bit today, i brought three $50 notes out and im now left with three red notes. This is definitely BAD for someone with no income like me. I really detest to resist myself when i saw something to my liking. Its ALWAYS the money problem. BUT i told myself i will work and save hard for our graduation holiday, right girls? T11? Twin, start planning! Hahahahahaha~




[I wish i was a punk rocker]

Fang Sheng - Van Fan

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Ytd when i was at ECP... i was thinking about our class chalet.

I hope someone is organising it.

I wanna have some night cycling.

*BURrrPpppPppP...*

My fingers, mouth and room now reeks with durian smell for i just ate durians. Obviously duhs.
Its so tasty that i popped one after another into my mouth. I can't remember the last time i ate durian, maybe 2 years ago? It definitely satisfy me. YUM.


Anyway, I eat like cow today. I'd bim ban bat? Seriously, i can't rmb the name. I apologise if i got it wrong. Ppl who watched Da Chang Jin, tell me what's the name for this pls? Anyway, i call it "Ban Fan" in mandarin. I finally tasted it after much anticipation.


Bim Ban Bat?

I don't know if it looks a lot becos it IS A BIG PORTION. I suspect its two bowls of rice. Of cos it doesn't look like this in the first place. The ingredients are neatly arranged along the circumference of the bowl. I only remember to take a picture after i'd mixed it, cos since this is the first time i tried it, i shld take a pic for memories. Anyway, wats a camera phone for right?

Back to the food, i'd it at Marina Square Loft. I remembered i saw it from one of the food blogs, so i dragged my friend there for dinner. My verdict... a 7.5/10. Its a lil spicy, sweet and sour? Anyway, I am sure a veggie lover will love this, since most of the ingredients are veggies. Its SGD 6 for a set, i think its value for money, at least the portion is.

I'd to go shopping to digest my food after that, plain excuse i noe. Hehes. Will be celebrating YL's bro birthday on Saturday at ECP for barbecue. Didn't want to go empty handed, thou yl said don't need to buy anything but i decided to buy chocolates for him.



Belgian Chocolates

So i went Candy Empire to get this. There 24 tiny chocolates of different flavours: orange, hazelnut, coffee, cocoa cream etc. Look nice to me... i hope i dun eat them up in the end.

Okay, better go back to the "project" otherwise TGL will kill me. Till the next entry, Ciao!

I can only say i am a lousy organiser. Was a lil sad but i know they've their reasons for not coming. But 8 ppls are not too little right... the frog leg wasn't as fantastic as i rmbed but the mango fish is uber delicious thats why it costs a FREAKING $48. We ordered it without knowing the price.. And i got a pressie from twin. Love you heaps.

Had a lil friction with sweetheart. U know who you are. No worries, i am a STM person. I am all good after i reached home. In fact, i wanted to msg you on my way home. But yah its the pride, i didn't want to say sorry first. Cos part of me thinks that its not me that started all this and i didn't know what to say. You KNOW MY WEAK POINT! Urghs! I wanna strangle you. Having said that, its very sweet of you to call me. Unexpected. Yah, its the first time we'd sucha lengthy chat over the phone. All i can say is... we're friends. Friends will still be friends after any arguement, be it a serious or small one and i cannot lose you as one. However, words can really hurt a person. We were both wrong. We both hurt each other verbally. But its also words that brought us closer. I really miss those gd ol times with you guys. Be sure to arrange some drinking session okay. Cos u're one of the few that i can really confide into.
Anyway i rmb i didn't say this when i was on e phone with you ytd.....


I am sorry too.



Lord when i am wrong let me have the courage to admit it
... and when i am right, let me be easy to live with.

In 5 hrs time, i'll be in geylang FOR Frog Leg.
BUT i am in painnn... that stupid wisdom tooth is killing me.
Don't tell me i've to extract it now. I'll cry. Nerve-wracking!


[Toothy Boothy]




Ytd, yl and i were chatting about holiday. She said she wants to go England, as much as i want to. My dream holiday will be a trip to Europe with favourite people if not "The One".

I always hope...To stay in a cottage. Look at the sunset and sunrise with himwhisper sweet nothingFall asleep in his arms below the starry skyWake up with french toast and english tea before meA kiss upon the cheek and good morning
and i'll make him hot chocolate and a plate of miniature muffins for tea-timeHe will bring me round paris in vintage scooterShow me the Eiffel Tower and whisper the 3 magic words.Its not easy to find someone that can make my dream come true.Anyhow, i must master french first.

merci

The wait is over.
I can declare freedom now.
Yahooooooo... its gonna be a LONG entry.

I realised i was paranoid. Those pointers and codes i prepared are redundant.

I couldn't really sleep last night. Kept thinking what i should say and how should i start and i woke up extremely early today. Viva at 11am and i woke up at 8am. I took cab to school and i saw Twin at the bus stop. I msged her and i thought why she didn't reply me... then i realised it didn't send thru successfully and its saved as draft. When i realised it, its already evening.

I was 15 mins early and i saw a guy presenting so i made my way to the ladies. Check my attire and stuff.... and yah... i am vain... here is how i looked like this morning.



I felt old and fat.

I was SUPER DUPER nervous. That guy was still inside the room taking his own sweet time chatting on the phone and i'd to wait for him outside! Then i heard a familiar voice calling me behind. Tada... its my supervisor =) HAHAHAHA.... so i asked him about my report.. he said its gd but theres still room for improvement...

After we went in, i felt that i couldn't think and my hands were trembling. But how nice, he helped me with the projector and that was when Mr Yong came... and he told Mr Yong that i am nervous. Funny thing is Mr Yong actually whistling some melody, maybe to make the environment less stressful for me? I am a dumbong... i took a long time to prepare everything and they were watching me quietly.... man that was really really insane. I kinda screwed up at first.... i can feel that i am stammering all the way... COSTLY and i said COSTY. Why couldn't i just said its EXPENSIVE. I couldnt think... i was waiting for them to laugh at me.. but they didn't. Phew.

Only when i started demo-ing the system, then i felt better, because Mr Yong is very friendly, trying to make me feel less stressful constantly and giving me chances when i did something wrong. Luckily, he didn't ask me to do any stupid things that will make my bugs obvious. The demo is very smooth and i was able to answer all his questions therefore he was rather happy with my work. This can be proven after they had discussed my grade. My supervisor told me Mr Yong said he's impressed with my work. WAHAHAHA.... He said if only other students can be like "Shufen". I tell u i was FLYING HIGH. He kept telling me the compliments i received from other lecturers and his confidence in me.. i was so happy that i almost burst into tears. Like the hard work is paid off. But i think i am SUPER LUCKY to have him as my supervisor and Mr Yong as my second marker. So pray for me... hopefully i am able to get an A. PRAY.

I was trigger happy, i was smiling inside out... i tot i should really celebrate a bit. I walked in full speed to meet my bestie who is studying in SIM currently.


Best friend since Primary School.

I went home to change and i brought her to Miss Clarity Cafe for some cheap gd food. Then we went IKEA for some furniture hunting. She wanted to get a desk and i was looking for a table lamp. Who knows, she got a table lamp and i got nothing in the end. Anyway, i think they're having clearance sales. So if u want to get any home appliances or furniture, fly to IKEA now.


[Bad Hair Day.]

Give me whiskey give me martinis give me heineken give me tiger beer give me carlsberg give me all...

In less than 24 hrs i will meet the pair of ants.

U better give in ur best shot and concentrate.

Blardy hell... i am feeling so down now.

不准哭

我把自己反锁在空荡荡的房屋
感谢你让我想个清楚
因为爱你所以我不做你的包袱
我不需要谁温柔安抚
请放心我很快能恢复
找到一个人陪我漫步

不准哭
我不要装可怜无辜
挡住你的路
挡不住你追逐
不准哭
我更应该微笑祝福
祝你找到对的幸福

如果我消失不见你在乎不在乎
别含含糊糊我很在乎
因为爱你所以我选另外一条路
离开是我的最後让步

爱情就到这里结束
我们不得不不得不屈服
只能笑
不准哭
我不要装可怜无辜
挡住你的路
挡不住你追逐
不准哭
我学不会微笑祝福
祝你找到
祝你找到对的幸福

080306

Jie is not home yet.
Shes coming home late every now and then. =/

Shes neglecting me. Rahhhhhhhh
Is the bf's fault!
I hope she don't marry too early.



=X

I would like to play with eye-liner.

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God broke the mold,
When he made this one I know
She's breathtaking but so much more
She walks in the room, your lungs close
Making you never want to breathe again
Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrist froze
Is he faithful to her? Hell no
But she chose to be with him, shorty

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

Because

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be,
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on,
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

You're a masterpiece
I know that he
Can't appreciate your beauty
Don't let him cheapen you
He don't see you like i do
Beautiful not just for show
Time that someone let you know

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
In his gallery